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2006-06-20T00:51:00.000+08:00

ON HIATUS.

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2006-06-08T10:23:00.001+08:00

"lets say got two hokkien mee stall, one stall the guy very atttitude one, anyhow kao peh kao bu with you, but then the hokkien mee tastes very shiok...the other the guy very polite2 and courteous but then when u eat his hokkien mee it tastes like shit. lidat if u customer, which 1 you choose leh?"

-Lokie's Hokkien Mee theory

when he said that, i felt like some1 has given me a tight dickslap in the face..hohoho! fresco!

2006-06-07T00:30:00.000+08:00

woit!!

got big fat 0 for my lab test today. cos i entered some wrong command and the rest of the PCs in the lab were affected. In the end the lecturer dulan lo..say byebye to me.

And to make things worse all me close mates have gone for their attachments...so boring lo...arghhh fuccckkkk.

Anyway, the chap marahs had a national education trip last sunday night. To the whore headquarters in geylang la. Where else? And nonono..no fucking, no screwing and no casual sex. it was strictly for educational purposes okay. We started walking at ard 8..b4 that mio was oh so excited about checking out whores i was starting to worry about him being a potential customer there in the future. Quite an eye opener i must say. The, tight, smelly bends around the lorongs, pimps coaxing us to try out their chicken(some even willing to give student price..like WTF?!), whores with thick make-up and ultra skimpy clothing "lelong-ing" themselves, porn vcd stalls and that particular spot where there's indian whores with sari's negiotiating with their indian customers..walao that area like little keling siak..
We planning to have another national education trip again this coming weekend, this time changi village. Fresco!

Had a chat with this dude at beats with raihan on saturday. He was telling us abt his four years in the UK and how gr8 it was.
Was kinda fascinated lo, especially when he talks about how unified and established the underground scene was at there. it was a normal sight to see skinheads and punks boozing together(which is so wrong..haha) and goth chicks with fishnet stockings and pink hair driving around the streets of Leeds in a Mini Cooper. WAHHH.
He told us that he's planing to go back ther one day and ask if we would like to tag along..pay only the air fare as accomodation and transport we don have to worry. yes2 it can just be empty words but no harm being optimistic about it what. hoho.

2006-06-06T00:26:00.000+08:00

Smile that kind of icy blue smile
Of a noon day reckoning
The tied together of two tell-tale pictures
I've sketched in sand castle plots and plans
Similar starting points, both for sin and shooting blanks
But it's always the unseen sharp pang
The awkward rhythm of the dance
Like a tick-tock clock in that heart of gearts repeating,
"There is no happy here"
"There is no happy here"
"There is no happy here"
"There is no happy here"
Devil may care touches trickled down
Spine, thigh, and breast
May never truly illuminate
The finer art of heartwork.

I was turning over with the sheets
And facing the arched back
Thinking of how my eyes, half-opened
Caught her arm moving from side to side, but never to me.
It's all connected by blank words
To tell empty promises of clumsy miscommunication.
So we say what we will
To see what we may
To find a Biblical knowing
Enfolded within the next few hours.
It's too bad, too tragic
I spent myself choking on the motions
Leading up to said misfortune.

2006-06-04T22:54:00.000+08:00

WAH FUCKK LAAA.

knn was just into the mood to blog BUT THEN SOME PARENT HAVE TO RUIN IT. Money, money, money. That what we ever talked about. other then that, he's a stranger and i'm a stranger.zzzzzzzzzzzz.
hmm what is family?

FOUR WALLS AND STRANGERS.

2006-06-01T10:37:00.000+08:00

woittt!

lost my voice after jamming with derailed yesterday..last time was during the gig which was almost a month ago..argh throat is sore like fockkkk..but nonetheless enjoyed myself laa..got the chance to cover Grace Pearson!! And maybe this is the last jamming session before the fat drummer is goin be tortured in Tekong. Aiya 3 weeks will pass by fast laa..

HAH.

2006-05-31T01:21:00.000+08:00

BARNEY THE PURPLE DINO FAG CAN RAP LA BITCH!

2006-05-29T22:09:00.000+08:00

woitt!!

The past few days passed by fine and dandy...now just kinda worried cos i woke up late for saggy breast's class for the sixth time. shit..

The arts house gig on Sat was dope! Went with the chap merahs...hamartia's set was first and this ditchface was also the first to bodysurf..wahaha. Kinda dig the venue; not too big, and has this colonial pillars inside. As usual it was filled with trendy hey-im-a-scenester fuckers but that didn bother me much. Got to see Aji's band, in action and hell yeah that indon ass is good on drums bebeh! The highlight of the gig, Cassandra, was fantabulisticalso! The chap merahs also has their own share of fun also...those crazy fuckers.

haiya hairy chest will be havin attachment next week..YI CHUAN PU YAO LI KAI WO!! k did i get dat rite? hahaha..haiz me and Denn will miss plucking your chest hair la amigo..be a good boy k? drink your milk and eat your fruits and vegetables..stop ripping branded tee shirts on doors and use your 1st pay to buy back your captain Tsubasa superstar..not to shop for women's private parts at geylang..swee? fresco!

2006-05-23T00:31:00.000+08:00

WAHHHHH HENNGGGG!!

Was panic-stricken for one whole day cos me mp3 player was dying out me...just suddenly went beserk and show signs of unconciousness. But MIRACULOUSLY its alive and beating rite now thx to this --->ditchface<--- Did everything i could to revive this near-to-thrash device and my efforts were NOT in vain. Phew.

Yea laugh all u mofos want i don give a fuck, cos this gadget has been with me thru the BAD times and the good. When i was being lead on, used, fooled, left high and dry, toyed around with, used as a rebound, blablabla...My Creative Nomad Muvo(ya, ya, hahaha) has been keeping me sane and never fails to make me feel better. Shan't babble on the hurtful and dumb shits that has been happening to me lately cos i'm feeling kinda numb just thinking about it. seriously. Let's just move on to the good stuff shall we? LET'S.

Was kinda excited when Zan from Dead By 6 offered Derailed a chance to record a split with Killing Satori on Zan's Dead 6 record label. We had to submit the songs by september and the split would problably be out by end of this year or early next year. Woohoo..havin given the opportunity to record a spilt with a great band like Killing Satori is like a dream come true for Derailed. After more than half a decade since the band started.

Derailed and Stabbing Da Vinci will be put on a hiatus for 3 weeks cos the fat drumboy is going to be a goverment dog. Good news is our Indon mate AjiAjiAji will be joining SDV as our bassist. weee...with him at the helm, i'm sure we're gon sound more dopeeee la.

Nafiz is planning to start a band that plays hardcore ala Integrity and Shai Hulud with Bloody Rejects ex-bassist and some black metal dude as drummer and has invited mr ditchface to be the frontman.This one also kinda excited but shouldn put too much hope also ba...

Other then that am looking forward to the WORLD CUP which is in two weeks time, try my best to wake up early on monday so that i won miss that old hag with saggy breasts lessons, crap with the Chap Merahs a.k.a my bros and Mio hebat, getting a job and buying a jumbo sized Milo, jumbo sized Nestum cereal and lotsa Digestive biscuits on my first pay. Break up the digestives, put the digestive crumbles into a cup of extra thick Nestum stir abit and then blisssss...kk don over la musibot..like seriously mimi.

2006-05-18T15:06:00.000+08:00

2006-05-17T02:35:00.000+08:00

Killed by an angel.
Lost inside amazing colors.
It's never how you feel,
It comes in a bottle.
Lets say you found a gun.
How would your bad side burn?
It's never how you feel,
It comes in a bottle.

2006-05-15T01:51:00.000+08:00

2006-05-10T12:37:00.000+08:00

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2006-05-06T14:44:00.000+08:00

woit!!!

its so fucking scratching my pissed off bone when people say that older men tend to be more mature. BULLSHIT. they've been given the oh-i've-my-first-fuck-when-you-guys-were-still-sucking-on-your-mum-tits status just becos they lived longer then us. yes by default humans become more wiser as they get older but as far i see it..its soooo fucking untrue..well all i say is tat u narrow-minded bitches who's eyeing for older men because they are more "mature" shld just get go kill yourselves because u hoes are soo dumb..here's a good example.

there lived 3 dumbfucks who has a band that goes by the name UNCLASSIFIED IDENTITY. the ----> 24 <---- year old vocalist a.k.a the chong in matrip terms and his lackeys(or dogs), guitarist brother and bassist gay partner. k lets just turn the spotlight on the vocalist. he's 24. should be mature rite? NOT! k picture this. u go into a frens blog. then u read a particular post. i bet at first 1st glance ur sure that that post is not intended for you rite? but apparently mr vocalist doesn seem to understand english or he simply just shiok sendiri and he whole heartedly thinks that that post was meant for him. even after countless explainations he still don get the fucking picture? y becos it was in english! musibot! wonder how can he pass his 'o' when his english is so PSLE! must be he suck the marker's dick or sumth. but then its so ridiculous la..no matter how rotten he's english is, he's 24! surely there must be sumth inside that 24 year old brain that can make him understand! but apparently zilch! NOTHING. he decided to be a sappyfuck and start hurling hate SMSes cos he's hurt...awww poor thing...wana suck dick? and then he took it out on the (ex)drummer, who was also the blogger's sister. errr...hello? where the professionalism, bitch? if your mature enuff, you should put aside personal matters and don drag it into the band! but then NOOOOO. And wat in Barney's purple dick does Immaturity come into the picture? and from a dumbfuck mouth like him somemore! he accuse people of being immature?! so contradicting la fuck! oh yaaa...EGO. That testicular fortitude of his is so large that he can't afford to be brought down. cos he's 24 ma.

Just break up la guys. its a waste of time. at the rate u guys are going, i tink UID will disappear into oblivion in no time.

2006-05-04T01:36:00.000+08:00

woit!

sch as usual is shit, other then that all is cool...Azhar can't wait to be a goverment dog(and i can't wait to c his face when he's finally a goverment dog), the gang was reunited on sat to celebrate hudha's birthday.

i'm cursed with a face tat looks like some brazillian footballer. fuck no i ain enjoying the limelight! heads keep turning when i walk past, finger pointing, looks of bewilderment and tat irritating "ta xiang ro**l***** leh" line...fuck just becos i look sao paoloen u tink i dunno chinese isit? irritating la..just wana go around sch with a paper bag on my head or sumth. or maybe get sum acid or sum super expired feminine wash and rub-a-dub-dub on me face..be like this guy..

cool leh..like when ppl start to point at yer face just turn abit and they start to shit in their thongs or do a bitchdash or both..AND YOU THNG YI CHUAN DON U DARE SNAP MY PIC AGAIN U HAIRY APE OR I'M GON GIVE BRAZILLIAN WAX ON UR CHEST!

got to noe coldplay would be poppin by lion city on july!! arggghhh!! confirm the tix will fucking ex...dammit...

2006-05-03T01:51:00.000+08:00

woit!

Now b4 u mofos out there start complaining abt how small ur weenie is, take a look at this video.

2006-04-28T00:53:00.000+08:00

woit!

It seems that almost everybody is caught up on the cancer stick hype these days. there were the times when digimons, pro-yos, power rangers and tamagotchis were considered the "in" thing and now Mr Hype(if it was person) decided to shift his attention to....

People who i least expected to be a cancer sticker has start to puff on cancer sticks like sum effing veteran. Mum, step sis and hell even my youngest brother has his own share of cancer stick sucking!! shit!
hmm..maybe 1 day i'll be just like them..i will just give in to Mr Hype's demands and be a puffer myself..as Thng always say.."COOL NEH".

the 3rd year DMD students had set up a exhibition showcasing their works at the auditorium just now. so i decided to pop by since Fad and Hudha have set up their own booths respectively...Fad's booth was cool! showcased all the things that she did for the past 3 years and she included this pic of me and my bros into her portfolio..

Crazy kiddo..made as her test subject without my permission..count her lucky i'm a poor chap..else i'm a sue her in court!! no la..i'm not tat evil..sdv tell me not to be evil or else she will pull out my teeth..yea super violent la this girl..hoho..Well, here's another of Fad's works..done sometime ago..

Looks familliar? no? look Again. This drawing's inspired by her intimate fantasies. tats what she told me. k, i'm lying. but dat's what i think she thinks. : )

Ismu from 7 Pound Vein offered Stabbing Da Vinci a slot for his gig on 28 may at IJ studios. says he invited 3 bands from KL to perform as well. kinda havin mixed feelings la..sure i'm honoured to be invited to perform at a gig organised by a person who has been active for more than a decade..and the possibility of sharing the same stage with bands from neighbouring countries is another big factor as well..but i dunno if we are ready..damn..well i hope we could make it happen..

2006-04-24T02:30:00.000+08:00

WAKAOEH!

Today was gig day! yea! it was fun. at least for me. had the chance to be on stage cos master vocalist was in batam to screw some indon chicks and that leaves the clit commander and me. yea..that adrenaline rush...super fantisaticalaso! Derailed sounded tight; it didn bother us that the amps were shitty and the drums can be scrapped..everybody was feeling it. suicidal virgin and her sis was there, herf was there but hudha was M.I.A. yea expected her to freak the crowd out by flashing her titties but she didn come. yea. today will be a day to remember.

Went recording on Friday...12 hour session for one song...bah. Fiq played a forgotten song he made entitled "Grace Pearson" for warm up. Wow, the song was simple yet complex..reli hope SDV would cover the song.
Before that, went night outing with steffy, sammo and DJ Cried. Got free dinner till me stomach's filled(Credits to Sammo and Steffy for recommending the good food and blanja-ing me) then go to geylang cos steffy was curious abt the activities at the legendary lorongs. and hell yeah it was rush hour. the hoes were like standing on the pavements flaunting their assets. kinda like fish in a wet market. there were businessmen, sick ah peks and pervertic pakciks. sheesh...then later we chill at this place called cozy bay at waterfront. its like this tower where you can just sit down, relax and enjoy the scenery over a few drinks. yea crap abit with them..

Post rock maestros Mogwai will be in Singapore on August 1st! Finallayyyyyy!

2006-04-20T01:00:00.000+08:00

woit!

today is off day..timetable says so..but not all snow white and seven dwarfs la..cos mon from 8-5 i'll be havin lessons all the way. NO BREAK. Wah tat fuckface reli turnin me on sia. knn.
early this morning found out someone stole my toothbrush. the toothbrush quite new la..but then after a few weeks of usin it..suddenly one fine day..the toothbrush just disappeared. was so pissed la. then had to use the old 1/4 of a century old toothbrush again..now today found tat lost toothbrush in her bag. arrghh..some people just can't afford to buy own toothbrush..so pathetic. sheeeshhh...
today was slit-wrist-with-a-cucumber day with my suicidal virgin..both of us bought nasi lemak then just take the slices of cucumber and tried slitting our wrists with them..but in the end we got so tired we ate the cucumber lo..k tat was pigeons and lambs story la...heh.

2006-04-18T02:21:00.000+08:00

sometimes its just better if we think before we speak. And take the initiative to ask why 1st instead of making our own reasons.

2006-04-13T01:03:00.000+08:00

today is shit day. as in shit shit shit..no not that shit...just shity shit shit. yea. SHIT. 1st up, went to nyp just now with theng cos of my module registration thingy shit fuckever walabingbangpui titfuck fucking crap bullshit. went to meet the fucker in charge of this shit and talked to him abt my situation and stuff. then he showed me this paper with only 3 modules inside when there SHOULD be 8.

Pundek: er sir, wheres my 5 other modules?
Fuckface: did u drop any module when u did the online registration yesterday?
Pundek: no sir i didn touch at all, i was unsure thats why i came today.
Fuckface: Then how come its lidat 1? if u nvr do anything its cannot be lidat wat..(how the fuck can he be a lecturer when his english is so primary 6? oh ya i forgot, ANAL SEX..like so fucking obvious)
Pundek: really sir, i didn do anything to it. i saw 8 modules yesterday..i took a look at it only..

Fuckface pauses for awhile...

Fuckface: if lidat hor i think need to wait until the registration date is over then only can do. cos now people choap modules oredi so very hard..but i can't promise u that i can put 5 modules hor..need to c got kosong onot.

and he had this muthatfucking smirk since the start of the conversation. reli wana take my cheapo slipper and just lay a smack on his rapist face..reli musibot ar...fuck seh..3 fucking modules??! how the fuck am i gon survive with 3 fucking modules??! like wtf, those tons of free hours is goin to be spent on me wanking till me cock bleed isit? or selling my brown ass to sick banglas as a sign of brotherhood? ARRRGGGGHHH!!!

okok...so i'm the rotten one in the household...yesyes everything u say is right...go ahead...tell the whole fucking world how useless i am...

worse, people close to me is also feeling shitty..maybe i'm just a contagious asswipe la.
To Theng:
hey bro, if u feel like crying, just let it all out k..screw that testicular fortitude and just let it flow...don keep it all inside..u still have me and Thng. we can pull out the hairs from his hairy chest or just wadnoke till we siao..and oh yea, my ass is always there for u if ur ever horny.. : )

Derailed's got a gig on 23rd!! weeeeee!

2006-04-02T03:26:00.000+08:00

woit!

the bound by honour gig was dope! went with faizah and EeeenNnNnnn. yea was a pimp dat day cos went with two chicks. lol. surf on bodies during shortfuse set, finally saw LCHC legends 4-sides and The Jabs in action after quite some time. was havin so much fun. Which is wat a gig is all abt...having fun. GET THAT TO UR HEADS U TRENDYFUCKERS. Bah, i ain gona stop if i start talking abt these bastards, so wtf. argh! so much angst! k movin on..
celebrated afiq's birthday just now..but the birthday boy was not in his usual self. it was sad to c him this way, since it was his birthday. well, fiq u know that i'll oways be here if u need someone to talk to.

2006-03-22T02:43:00.000+08:00

You're tall just like a giraffe
You have to climb to find its head
But if there's a glitch
You're an ostrich
You've got your head in the sand

Woittttt!!
Feels like ages since i've updated this shit. cobwebs all over.
k main highlight. Every stinking module from last semester is cleared. and the shit is that every body from the class has split up. some final year projects, others attachments. Friday's outing with Thng, Theng, Steph and Sammuel was fun eventhou we got shitty service at cafe cartel at Plaza Singapura. I repeat. CAFE CARTEL AT PLAZA SINGAPURA. bleargh.
Moshtrocity gig on sunday featuring US band R.A.M.B.O was fantabulous. Saw LCHC legends Recover making a comeback and headbanging to grind assailants Flesh Disgorged pig squealing. Looking forward to LCHC's Bound By Honour gig on april 1st.

K tats about it. BORING.

2006-03-06T01:43:00.001+08:00

hello.

lets just pretend it didn happened.
alright, it didn happened at all.
it was a just figment of our own imaginations.
a dream.
from our slumber.
and we've woken up from it.

everything turned out fine and dandy in the end.
everything is falling back in place.
at least for u.
ur are happy.
that should be a consolation for me.

yes i wish i could dream longer.
cause dreams are always perfect.
but reality will always come knocking in the end.

2006-02-21T01:53:00.000+08:00

Oh no, I see,
A spider web is tangled up with me,
And I lost my head,
The thought of all the stupid things I said,
Oh no what's this?
A spider web, and I'm caught in the middle,
So I turned to run,
The thought of all the stupid things I've done,

I never meant to cause you trouble,
And I never meant to do you wrong,
And I, well if I ever caused you trouble,
Oh no, I never meant to do you harm.

Oh no I see,
A spider web and it's me in the middle,
So I twist and turn,
Here I am in my little bubble,

I never meant to cause you trouble,
I never meant to do you wrong,
And I, well if I ever caused you trouble,
Oh no, I never meant to do you harm.

They spun a web for me,
They spun a web for me,
They spun a web for me.

2006-01-26T16:37:00.000+08:00

went venue hunting with yassir and abu for our upcoming gig yesterday cos substation was fully booked till june. stopped by this place called the pavilion near raffles place. and the place looked incredible. the exterior of the building is mostly made of glass and the inside was very spacious. enough to hold our targeted audience of about 700 people.haha. and the caretaker of that place oways jam at beats so we were in good hands. he fully supported our intention of holding a gig ther cos he was bored and tired of watching teochew operas and company dinners. tat was y he brought in mayhem to perform ther. hahaha. i do have my doubts though. i'm just afraid that something will hapen to the glass panels if people were to mosh on tat day. but it should be no prob la.

2006-01-23T09:05:00.000+08:00

Baby I like spending time and being you
Tonight i have something better to do
Now is not the time for loving and that sissy shit
Because baby i just want to circle pit
You don have to sit and pout
There's not a single doubt
That circle pitting is all about
And its not the time for making out

ahahaha. just some lyric from a band. total crap la. utter nonsense. lol.
last saturday's gig was dope la! Ahahaha...its been quite sometime since Jahilia performed, since some of the members are studyin overseas. so it was gr8 to have this rare opportunity to c them on stage again. they still sound like the old times..no signs of weariness even thou they have aged. well its gng to be quite some time b4 they will perform again. haiz..
bought 2 cds from the distro dude as well. A Dead By Six/Dead Symphony split featuring that ex-bassist from Derailed and a Crucial Unit cd. a total of 50+ songs for only.......17 bucks. HAHA.
Later at beats,Yassir and the Derailed assholes and this scumbag had a discussion abt this upcoming gig that we've organised at substation sometime in March. Bands like Fishtank And My Precious shld be Confirmed to be performin. More details will be up soon. A first time for us la. Hope it will be a success.

Pics from Hardcore Rave Party At IJ Studios!!!!!!!!

Khai from Yogyakarta!!!!!!!!!! Crazy fucker. But still must respect. hahaha.

wooohhooooo!!

2006-01-19T13:21:00.000+08:00

Random Snippets...

derailed performing at the 4-walled attck gig at nyp!!

this fucker can fall asleep in any place..even in the toilet cubicle.

the result of not clipping ur toenails.

Mother and sisto. People say that mum looks like my elder sister but i always keep reminding her that she is getting older everyday. sheesh i'm such a bad son. : )

Another one of them derailed gigs. this time at Beat Merchants.

2006-01-16T20:10:00.000+08:00

if ther are more ppl like hudha around, the world would be a better place. i have much respect for this jessica alba wannabe. sure she likes to bare her boobs when derailed jam, laff like its no one's business and love to give 5 minute pecks on zaki's cheeks, but after knowing more about her, i find shes a very strong person la. okla she can carry afiq that sissy with 1 hand but tats not wat i mean. and she very mature for her age too. i can always learn a thing or two after reading her entries in her blog. blessed to have a fren like her. woi gemok, lu jgn kembang eh gua compliment u...gua state the facts je. tapi lu tetap esbok. haha.

2006-01-16T09:24:00.000+08:00

WoooOoOooO!!! 4-walled Attack was dope la dey!! b4 tat derailed jammed at beats with me as sessionist cos raihan haven book out yet. then after tat nyp here we go!! hoho! stagedive for 3 times when derailed was performin but no one catch and in the end landed on the floor hardddd...now me knees fuckin hurt. very the embarrassing da. misattax was next; they played some good ol rock kangkang!! \m/. then the creme de la creme, My Precious, was next to play. still sounded tight even thou the line up changed abit with some dude taking over ronny on drums. thats where the fun begins. budysurfbodysurfbodysurf...with my red mighty max cap. fuckin old skool sia tat mighty max cartoon. ahahaha! the last band Subtle Revenge was next...played "back to ur roots muthafucka!" hxc. As usual they covered a song by Recover...then the crowd did a sing-a-long. hahaha!! got to know this coming saturday got a gig wher the legendary Jahilia will be playin..they are back!!! yay!!

artwork for Derailed and Beats.

2006-01-04T13:19:00.000+08:00

If I fall will you be the arms which carry me?
If I cry will you be the shoulder which comforts me?
If I do not subscribe to your beloved paradise
What if I choose to die? Where will you draw the line?

(the anthem by friends, for friends.)

a new year. a new beggining. 2005 has been a rollercoaster ride for me. as usual, the ups and downs of life. rush of adrenaline, bouts of depression, blablabla....but some things remain unchanged. like havin fun with gr8 friends and devoting time to music.

i'm blessed with gr8 friends. friends that are always there for me when i need them.
friends that make me appreciate the good things in life. friends who are always willing to lend a helping hand. the crew, me poly mates, ppl at beat merchants, ah keng...i tink i would be dead by now if not for them. haha fuckin drama sia me.

music. has sharing my ups and down all this time. during the past years, ive learnt that music is more than just chart topping hits and trendycore shit. frankly i didn expect music to play such an intregal part in my life. i guess it was music that made me a more mature person.

What is history, but a fable agreed upon? - Georgia o Keeffe

2005-12-18T20:36:00.000+08:00

Do you know that I still think about you?
Even though I know that it's too late.
Do you know that I'm still missing you?
Especially right now you're far away.
There's no need to for you to tell me that; "I'm sorry",
There's no need for you to tell me that I'm sorry,
I said I'm sorry, I said I'm sorry...

I've got to find a way to stop you falling into my mind
I've got to find a way to keep myself from thinking of you
I've got to find a way to stop you falling into my mind
I've got to find a way to keep myself from thinking...

2005-12-05T17:29:00.000+08:00

jammed till the wee hours of the morning just now. fiq's now the 2nd guitarist instead of the bassist. so nw we are short of a bassist. haaaa....
b4 that, chilled with the boys at somerset after we bought sushi. still not used to this weird food la(sorry fad..lol). and i HATE the wasabi. the spicyness of this shit is different from normal chilli. a dab of it and your tongue will feel like its dipped in concentrated hydrochloric acid, the nose will feel like its been charred, and eventually the eyes will start to water. don know how the japanese can handle it.
and mr drumboy tore his shorts while attempting to jump over this ledge thingy. with a loud zrrrreeet...the shorts gave way to his creamy white skin. want to act hero rite...ptui! lol.
fiq was met with a minor accident. stupid butch took a turn at 120km/h cos he thinks he's supergay and the motorcycle skidded. his left shoulder was dislocated,he had multiple fractures on his arm,wrist and ribcage and a ruptured spleen. hahahaha! bastard sia midget. nola, just slight bruises and scratches oni. but next time he won't be this lucky if he'ld would continue this recklessness. oi lady man, people slp on the bed not on movin motorcycles u belo! be careful next time. if u die die want to die, invite me as well. we die as a couple. lol.
tried studying ec on sat at bugis library. yes, i actually took the initiative to pry open that book and understand the chapters. but at usual, my head was still hollow. understand shit. later, i thicken up my face and sought help from fazly, another co-owner of beat merch for help on the module. since he's a NUS graduate from electronic engineering, this should be chicken feet to him lo. got free tutoring from him. got a grasp on some of the chapters after he came to the rescue.

2005-12-02T02:02:00.000+08:00

This life in my box lets you turn the key
When u want to hear a melody

Stuff to be associated with Beat Merchants

- This big ugly pooch who is not leashed up by the undertaker owner.
loves scratching its nuts.

- The 3 side-by-side murtabak shops thats constantly battling for customers.
I have a feeling that one day there's going to be a big quarrel between them
and for sure murtabaks and pratas will start hurling in the air. me, as a member
of the public, would just mind my own business and instead concentrate on catching
the hurling murtabaks onto the plate i brought from home. free food la sia.

- Yassir, the owner who never grew up.

- The teh tarik and the 2 bucks mixed rice from the sarbat stall at Busorah street.

- The filling sandwiches at Mosi cafe. pay special attention to the sardine and
potato with moroccan chilli sandwich. sounds kinda harmless but just one bite of
this blissful shit will have your tongue and anus cursing at ya.

- Pharell Williams and Jessica Alba.

- Pharell Williams and Jessica Alba??

- Some pig skinned bastard who switch on the fan to 3 even when the air con is
switched on to full blast.

- A black couch with a crater in the middle.

- Fauzi, the brillant mathematician with a fetish for young mums and rock chicks with
tight asses.

- Raihan, ex-Topshop model, now a spokesperson for Beat Merc.

Jammed as sdv for 2 hours yesterday. great da. was havin so much fun, didn realised two hours pass by so fast. reli stress buster. b4 that, some band from the fuckin rockstar crew who broke the small room door when they organised the trendy gig quite recently was there. becos of these fuckers, yassir omost banned gigs from happening in beat merc.

2005-11-28T19:07:00.000+08:00

Well here i am
i don't know how to say this
the only thing i know
is awkward silence

thursday nite thrash was great. went with raihan, abu and yassir. when we reached ther, subtle revenge was halfway thru. break after that then vitamin x was next.and the crowd went wild. continous moshing, circle pits and surfing on sweaty bodies thoughout. was honoured to be launched into the air and onto a swarm of moshing torsos by Rahmat from Jahilia. reli enjoyed the gig. sadly, i reckon that its going to be quite some time gigs like this will happen again. cos now gigs are mostly catered to the trendy bastards out there(you know who u are)who emphasise the meaning of "mosh" as "to fight", who give this fucking "rockstar" look even thou they have participated in only 1 miserable gig. and fuckers who adopts this attitude like "we oways perform gigs. we are popular. we hang out the coolness of the coolness people. who the fuck are you? i've nvr seen you b4. so get the fuck outta my face". this is singapore, for fucking macaroni's sake. adopting this fucking rockstar shit is useless.

my cartharsis

2005-11-23T23:48:00.000+08:00

My Catharsis - Derailed

a ring reveals all
moment of truth is near
throw a coin in a well and wish upon a star

ten fingers straint
for glory and victory
a statement of my history
my seconds,minutes,hours are running out

with passion i revenge
with passion i declare
with vengeance i recall
the choir bleeds,the opera ends
true love found and lost
nothing will ever last
a statement of my history

bury my luv
burst into tears
burning my heart
my catharsis

dancing ballet to the swan song
grand orchestra,grand nostalgia
trust no one,dead to love
ideology remains forever

does it?

2005-11-17T23:31:00.000+08:00

Does IGNORANCE almost entirely devoid of troublesome little things like the TRUTH?????

eagles become vultures

2005-11-17T01:50:00.000+08:00

i need you to be the strength of widows and soul survivors
i need you to be as fearless as new mothers and new fathers
i need you to be the hope of hearts who lost true love
i need you to be the might of their first kiss
i need a purpose and i need a reason
i need to know that there is trophy and meaning
to all that we lose and all we fight for
to all our loves and our wars
keep breathing
keep living
keep searching
keep pushing on
keep bleeding
keep healing
keep fading
keep shining on
this is for the hearts still beating
thousand miles
forgetting
anything
everything
wheels racing
black cloud gaining ground
engine roars
rain pours down
the chase is on
my black cloud
gaining ground
outrunning
my demon
and her ring
keep moving
with engine heart
and boiled blood
i will push on down
my wounded roads
i can outrun
i will outrun you all
horsepower hope
find me a home
in brand new arms
that won't let go
racing on to my end
amphetamine
he was a hope to be gutter king
both unravelled at their seams
that were never sewn
she never had a choice
they never had a chance
he never had a choice
they never had a chance
all their devils and all their demons
walk with me as they walked with them
all their devils and all their demons
haunting me as they haunted them
giving out
giving in
keep on searching
keep on running
suicide eyes
just keep hunting
for new hearts
to break
for old wounds
to make
no one will break your fall
keep on moving
keep on hiding
in ripe new lives
you are destroying
finding comfort
in their wreckage
you kill new hope
with old pain
no one will break your fall
i'm stopping this slow death
by letters never sent
i'm killing one way romance
and its words never read
i'm leaving love's lost battles
to the vulture's need to feed
i'm leaving you
i'm leaving them
and learning to be me
heart is everything
heart is you
love is you
loss is you
heartless
you fail me with every fatal crush
you fail me with every abandoned love
you fail me with your inferno fuck me eyes
that burn as fuel for my city and its neon lights
burn bright white line fever take them all
you fail me with your new dead end dream
you fail me with your pill box fantasy
you fail me as love's greatest war
that was never worth
you were never worth fighting for
dying living dying living dying everyday
living dying living dying living everyday
you think you are a poet
in your eyes you are a star
who lives through a fantasy of rising above
you think you're a victim
but you live as a drunk
that has never sacrificed that has never loved
you think you are tragic but i know you are lost
you have walked the fault lines
and you have crossed them all
this world doesn't fight you you fight yourself
thinking we fail you you fail yourself
she is at the end chasing her own fading light
running from her shadow in the name of living
they never meant a thing
her addiction brought her a world
of coward boys and of cheater girls
looking for an easy way out of being ordinary
so she boarded their sinking ship
and crossed their red needle sea
drowning truth to live her lie
that she was ordinary
in her fading shadow
in new day dreams a promise gives way
to a star struck death and a gold disease
a hollywood end for a once great man
who found death on his knees
cashed in crashed and burned
sore sour sore
our eagles become our vultures
i've searched with pen and paper
i search to show you
just how far i broke from myself
in the name of fear and doubt
in a better world there would be a better me
without the chase that won't leave me be
wolves at my door keep all your wars
i'm going home to bed
i've paid more death then you will ever live
let me live
leave me be
let me live
leave me
you haunt me
broken promise
dead ringer
old dead ending
new dead ends
in every sleep my blood boils
it is my sheep they follow
my flocks are falling out of love
dead ringer
old dead ending
new dead ends
you haunt me
in pine box days
in red nights coming
take your crown
stand your ground
plague queen
death king
you are nothing more than dying royalty
you are nothing more than a fading drama queen
your spelling errors in love letters just stole your crown
you are nothing more than late night fantasy
you are nothing more than a rehearsed tragedy
your spelling errors in love letters just killed your dream
just killed you
you are nothing more than a crashing bore
in your blood paid
you chase a shadow that will fade out as pain
i keep paying
when you keep taking
please stop running
and just start living
me without you
i have learned to live without your light
that burned so bright
you are half the heart and half the will
hanging moon
haunting you
hanging moon
be my light in this world of darkness

- Taken from Converge's album, You Fail Me

This long lyric is actually broken into different parts and put into the songs. a very unique way of making the album. and this lyric is a perfect summation to what i'm feeling at the moment....

Celebrated Lenny's birthday just now. Happy 21st Jrenggie!! crazy girl was so excited that she can watch r21 movies. would it be better if she just watch porn? sheesh maids....anyway b4 she came, ice box, brad pitt and the midgety one went to carrefour and bought for her a cheesecake, nuttella and these sunflower seeds coated in candy. yea, a D.I.Y cake. cos our pockets were kinda hollow at this time and we also noticed that when everytime a cake is bought for a person's birthday, its always not eaten finished. ice box painstakingly spread nuttella over the cake and add the sunflower seeds to make a shape of a heart...aww...and brad pitt held a lit lighter on top of the cake and ask lenny to blow it. yes, its a bit sengket but hey i'm sure that lenny will appreciate our efforts whole heartedly. i didn the expect the cake to taste so marvellously good. sunflower seeds, nuttella and cheesecake make a peerrrfect combination.

Then Stabbing Da Vinci went jamming later at beat merchants. kinda cocked up i would say..we played only 2 songs instead of the usual 5 cos raihan's guitar sounds kinda weird and azar forgot his drumming for some of the songs...but hey theres bout to be some cock up sessions la...it all part and parcel of makin music.

Had a great conversation with Ismu from 7 Pound Vein two days ago. They can be considered veterans of the local scene la havin been around for quite sometime now.
we shared our thoughts about the local scene as well as music in general. a good chap i must say. he told me that NS is a time wher my passion for music is tested becos of the time constraints and also committments to make. i respect his band and local bands like Recover and Stompin' Ground(considered the pioneers of lion city hardcore havin been around since 1989) for their still active involvement in the local scene. it tells me that they are really passionate in making music and i hope i can have that much passion as them. i was also told the value of humility and respect for other bands for the local scene is already very small and having a distaste for other bands won help. Ismu then told me that he was planning to hold a gig next year and Stabbing Da Vinci was first on the list. I don want to put hope into it but I was deeply honoured when he said that considering his status as a veteran in the local scene.(To Ismu: if you're reading this, i know u don't like being labeled a veteran cos it makes u feel old and stuff, but i can't help it la. lol)

u got me good.

2005-11-14T19:42:00.000+08:00

from dingdong

hahahaha! suhaimi, ur so pathetic u make me laugh!! hahaha!! foolish bastard! once a ditchface, always a ditchface!! hahahaha!! and to know that u used to believe that the best is still yet to come??! this is the best!! in your face!! hahahahaha!!
now don go start blaming others u fucking wuss!! cos it all comes down to you!! u r so gullible and naive that u were played around with...u were made to believe that all tis while, it was true..when the real fact is that it was all pure bullshit!! hahahaha!! what? i'm pissing u off? come and get me! wahahaha!! u clearly know that i'm stating the facts!! stop denying it wimpy!! wooohooo!!! sympathy u fool! it was just based on symphathy!! u looked soo pathetic that u were pitied!! nail that to your pathetic head idiot!! ahahahahaha!!! who else can you seek solace to?!! your friends can't be around all the time...its still your pathetic little self at the end of the day...well go on keep running away!! becos of this continuous running of yours this has happened!! coward!! hahaha!!

why?

2005-11-10T23:25:00.000+08:00

"And I know I don't deserve this
The capacity to feel
To laugh and cry and to praise
For that I live and breathe and wake each day
Is nothing less than your grace
In awkward and glorious movement"

2005-10-19T23:32:00.000+08:00

you.

hats off

2005-10-14T23:30:00.000+08:00

In Memory:

KINDRED

bah...

2005-10-09T01:27:00.000+08:00

in the middle of holidays. sides slogging my butt off, i tot of making some d.i.y tees for me, me and only me. haha. suddenly thought abt tis after me and azar saw a tee with a large pic of MINOR THREAT printed at the front. the price? a ridiculously 33 buckaroos. that tee with out the printing cost only 12 bucks. bloody shopkeepers.

ok...here are some of the happenings over the past weeks. in pictures.

Derailed performing as the opening band(the flyer describe them as thrash metallers, much to the disgust of afiq. lol) during a metal gig at beat merc.

some hardcore gig, also at beat merc, Hamartia was performing.

glutinous glutton

2005-10-05T00:48:00.000+08:00

a typical matrip..

2005-10-04T00:59:00.000+08:00

was went to irc for awhile just now....posed as a minah(i'm boooyaa)..and tons of mats replied my msg which is plain simple. and direct. "any matrips around? horny minah here.." here's 1 sucker.

Pete> hallo.
Pete> u ger or?
boooyaa> huh?
Pete> u ger or?
boooyaa> i'm a pure blooded female
Pete> hurhur.. lolz!!
Pete> oki.. asl?
Pete> mly huh?
Pete> yups. wad u askin in main huh
Pete> ??
boooyaa> just bored
boooyaa> hehe
boooyaa> y interested pe?
Pete> oic.. heh.. huh? interested?? nahz..
Pete> im also bored..
boooyaa> so we same2 bored la
Pete> ehh u.. huh? inteerested in wad??
boooyaa> hehe
Pete> ya loe..
Pete> haiz..i tot wanna come out kopi..
Pete> or drink ssmthing, while chating..
Pete> haiz.. but no kakis
boooyaa> nah..come me out...i'm driving
boooyaa> ok lame joke
boooyaa> lol
Pete> hur? u wan go out ma??
Pete> or..? ehh u drving or??
Pete> ??
boooyaa> nope2
Pete> hur.. i c..
Pete> then? hey how old are u huh?
boooyaa> u drive?
Pete> huh?? not today.. haha.. dads car..
Pete> kekezz
boooyaa> wah...
Pete> hur?? why??
boooyaa> nuth
boooyaa> hehe
Pete> huh? ehh so u keen in gg kopi??
Pete> or maybe u got some fren wanna go too?
boooyaa> nope2
Pete> haiz.. too bad den..
Pete> hurhur.. are u e notti kind>??
boooyaa> wow...so direct....
boooyaa> hehe
Pete> huhur.. nahz... im not horny la. i jus.. need somone to hug.. and tok to..
Pete> haiz.. hahah.. any takers??
boooyaa> hey..ur still like a stranger to me leh...didn even intro
boooyaa> sob2
Pete> hur.. i c.. mi 24/m/mixed
Pete> u ??
boooyaa> er..is 22 too old? f btw..
boooyaa> hehe
Pete> hur. hahah.. oki wad.. u 22?? i c..
Pete> u still schling or??
Pete> ehh u got cam or pics/?
Pete> i addu in msn??
Pete> ??
boooyaa> nope not schlin
boooyaa> no pics at the meantime
boooyaa> sorry
Pete> oic.. heh.. i c.. oic..
Pete> heh.. but.. whrs ur locatioon?
boooyaa> aiya...i'm not pretty la
Pete> mi live sgoon gardens??
Pete> ... i mean..u ?
boooyaa> bukit panjang
Pete> oic.. heh.. abit far thou..
Pete> hahha.. but.. im not e skinny kind..
boooyaa> hehe..s'pore sml la
Pete> but.. mly gers like .. dunno why...
boooyaa> cute?
Pete> hurhur.. ehh issit true mly gers like guys whu have some muscles, but yet chubby one?
Pete> jus asking..
Pete> heh.. i dun think im cute.. hehe
boooyaa> i dunno la...i c guys if i like, i like lor
boooyaa> hehe
Pete> hurh.. i c.. then.. wadda bout u ?
Pete> u e slim kind?? or?
boooyaa> okla
Pete> hur? wads oki>.. lol
boooyaa> middle2 la
Pete> wads it means?
boooyaa> not too fat not too skinny
Pete> oic..
Pete> haiz.. if oni u got pics..
Pete> mi got cam.. hehe
Pete> but.. nahz.. i dun cam with ppl no cam.
boooyaa> oh okies
Pete> i mean.. if e other has no cam..
boooyaa> icic

innovate, not follow

2005-10-01T10:27:00.000+08:00

made some new frens in the dudes from a band , Ceramic Circle. A bunch of pretty boys who played progressive emo ala mineral and Penfold with a tinge of Radiohead. had a music discussion with azhar the macho, OJ abu and them. mostly about bands, persons who made an impact in the underground scene and the ideologies behind the genres discussed.
i love having this so-called music discussions. i mostly keep quiet, and just listen attentively. of course, i don brag and stuff cos i want to listen rather than speak, but in some cases, i do point out my views too. yea, kinda lucky to have frens who have deep knowledge and understanding abt the underground scene and genres, and oso some less well-known genres la, like trip-hop.
followers. the imitators of the underground scene. they make music a trend. ok...lets see...there was this time when being a skinhead was a hype. walk to penin on weekends and u can see groups of "skinheads". kids who has just started puberty or just some plain ol matrip loitering around with their doc marts, fred perry polos and ultra-tapered jeans. then after awhile the trend died out. next comes the rudeboy/rudegirl hype. walk down to penin on weekends and u can c kids with coats and ties. then after awhile they get tired of it and the trend also died out. the same pattern revolves around punk and now its the core/"screamo"/metal hype. u've got gals and BOYS wearing unbelievably thick mascara, have the Good Charlotte fashion sense, listen to common bands like cannibal corpse or cradle of filth for the metaltits, the used for the emotation kids and as i lay dying or atreyu for the "yea-look-at-me-i'm-hardcore!! grr!!" fakers. they go to gigs, they mosh...cos their friends would think of them as the coolest of the coolest dudes around. popularity.
being a hardcore kid or some other genre u want to label urself as doesn mean that u must listen to ONLY songs of that particular genre or other trendy genres. remember, beneath all those make-up and stupid dress code, u are still a person. a human being. jazz, latin, funk or even some classical music doesn hurt abit. instead it broadens ur knowledge abt music.

dull...

2005-09-30T19:52:00.000+08:00

well i was actually looking forward to today, but then the date was cancelled. so i switched to plan b, which is to just sk8 myself crazy....BUT...i woke up tis morning and my saw tat my right foot was swollen and PAINFUL. must be due to me landing awkwardly while atempting a 5-0 yesterday. so i limp my ass to mum's crib.
ok, in the bus....the conductor came...i give him my ticket....and he told me wher i was gng...i told him my destination and THEN he said, "i'm sorry but ur fare is not enuff, lu kene bayar lagi 1.40". nonono...i'm freaking sure i paid the correct fare, even ask the damn driver if it is correct! and u tell me to pay extra? 1.40+1.40= 2.80!! thats cow manure!! daylight robbery!! dissatisfied, i brought the conductor to meet the bus driver..i said "uncle, tadi lu ckp wa nye duit bas betul kan?" and guess wat he said? "tak, tak, gua tak tau". MAKE LOVE. VAGINA KID. reli wana take my deck and give him a good smack to his pocky face..but being the idiot that i am, i left the bus to avoid cr8ting a scene.
later in the day, it started to RAIN. freaking thunderstorm. a mini katrina. ROTTEN PENISES. so just rot the day away lo...only looking forward to jam as xSDVx later.

well, the day was not all manure and no flowers la. watched this movie on ch 5.
"in time of the butterflies" is the title. it tells the story of the mirabal sisters...Patria Mercedes Mirabal, Antonia Maria Teresa Mirabal and Minerva Argentina Mirabal. The sisters grew up in a high class, well-cultured environment. All became married, family women. When the then dominican republic ruler, Rafael Leónidas Trujillo came to power, their family lost almost all of their fortune. The sisters believed that Trujillo would send their country into economic chaos and eventually formed a group of opponents to the Trujillo regime. It was known as the Movement of the Fourteenth of June. Inside that group, they were known as Las Mariposas ("The Butterflies" in Spanish). The sisters were incarcerated and tortured on several occasions. Despite these setbacks, they persisted fighting to try to end Trujillo's dictatorship. After the sisters' numerous imprisonments, Trujillo decided to exterminate the sisters. On November 25, 1960, he sent men to intercept the three women after they visited their husbands in prison. The unarmed sisters were led into a sugarcane field, then beaten and strangled to death. Trujillo thought that this was the final solution in thier deaths but, instead it created a public outrage, and Trujillo himself was asassinated.
the sisters sacrifice for their country will alway in remembered and 25 november, which is the date the sisters was murdered was made the International Day for the Elimination of Violence Against Women in commemoration for their sacrifice.

revamped

2005-09-28T00:03:00.000+08:00

Dear Friends

One child in the commercial sex trade is one child too many. But clearly
there is more than one. Estimates are hard to come by, but here are some
that give a sense of scale to this abuse.

UNICEF estimates two million children (mainly girls) worldwide are
exploited in the multi-billion dollar commercial sex industry.
UNICEF-supported studies indicate that some 1.2 million children around the
globe are trafficked every year. Approximately one-third of all trafficking
in women and children takes place from and within East Asia region. One of
the main demand drivers is the commercial sex trade.

The problems that lead to supply are complex, multifaceted and need to be
addressed - poverty, lack of education, abuse and discrimination, war and
displacement, etc.

But what about demand? If there is no demand for the sexual services of
children, then there will be no supply.

Where does this demand come from? As a country, Singapore is as culpable
as any other. We cannot say this is not our problem.

More needs to be done to stop demand. No one can do this alone - action is
needed from businesses, government and the community. We have a collective
responsibility.

Please take the time to read and sign this online petition. <-----(click here) And please
forward this on to as many people as possible.

yea...cge me blogskin agn. the picture on the left is actually a picture of a rose and a crow. the rose represents tranquility, love and basically everything that is good ...while the crow is represents bad luck, evil, being a jinx..so the pic is actually a convergence between good and evil...much like a person. they can either choose to be good or the exact opposite....
sis finally has a job. am happy for her. she's been struggling to get a stable and decent job ever since she finished her nitec. dammit she don deserve this...
i hate my past...i hate it...becos its affecting my present life and for sure my future...things wouldn have been wat it is now if my past is not that shady....

love and hate this country

2005-09-26T00:07:00.000+08:00

this is acually an article taken from a website dedicated to the local underground scene...just read it and c that what the writer is trying to prove is actually true.

WHY I LOVE SINGAPORE

Quite Crime Free
I can leave the house at 3am to get a snack without fear.

Cleanliness
At least I know, a dab of perfume is enough so I won't smell as I step on the streets.

WHY I HATE SINGAPORE

Gum
Although I don't really like gum, isn't it unreasonable that you ban gum because someone keeps getting the MRT's door stuck by disposing the gum there? Instead of banning it, why not educate them? Moral of the story: Don't get caught bringing gum over to Singapore.

Cigarette box sizes
I use to smoke less than 10 sticks a day. As the price increases, I don't feel pinch as I purchase my next pack. They think that by not importing the small packets (10 sticks) it stops people from smoking because the bigger packet of cigarettes are more expensive. That is just plain rubbish. I realize that after they brought about this rule, I ended up smoking more. Now I smoke at least 20 sticks a day. Moral of the story: Sheesa is good too.

Art Hub
I can't film a documentary on Singapore politics. I can't write a script that includes youth speaking their mind. I can't produce a play that has slightest hint of homosexuality. People have been fined & jailed due to this. And yet you want us to express our thoughts and create an art hub in Singapore. Quite contradictory isn't it? Moral of the story: Stick to Cartoon Network.

Pampered Singaporeans
You guys don't know how lucky you are. I can't think of any government that is willing to help you that much. If you live in Indonesia, I don't think you would dare to leave your house at 3 am in the morning. You have to own a gun if you are living in Philippines just in case of robberies. Moral of the story: Singapore is boring. Live with it.

Money System Singapore
A meeting was held at MOM with my boss. We asked if our boss going to attend the meeting. The MOMers said that they have send a letter to him but it is up to him if he wants to attend the meeting. I asked if he is in Singapore, she said yes as the passport has been taken away. So here we are, as 19 of my colleagues are scheduled in the first meeting and my other 16 colleagues and I are scheduled in the second meeting, we are just waiting for an answer and our 2 months pay. Guess what? Our boss didn't turn up. And each of us had to pay $3 for the meeting, which no one told us about in the first place. 19 + 6 = 35 people. 35 people x $3 = $105 for 15 minutes of waiting in the room to be told that our boss is not coming. A week later, one of the shareholders informs someone that our boss is actually back in London. He even gave us his London address and phone number. Moral of the Story: Quit your job when you realize your pay is late.

Education System
I remember very clearly once that an EM1 student was making fun of the EM3 students. Of course, it ended up in a fight. Guess who got the blame? EM3 students. At the age of 10, students have streaming to categorize them. Isn't that a bit degrading? And this causes the children to have low self-esteem. And when we thought that is all over, we are categorizing it again in secondary schools. I have a friend who is really amazing at maths but ended up in Normal Technical because he didn't do well in other subjects. So how do you push a student to excel in their best subjects when they are not giving the students a chance? Moral of the story: If you want your children to have low self-esteem, Singapore is the place for you.

WAKE UP THE DEAD

2005-09-24T01:28:00.000+08:00

this song nvr fails to psyche me up...
heed the lyrics.

City Of The Dead by Comeback Kid

This is our city of the dead
Another life holds its weary head
We hope, we try, we live, survive
Counting days, trying to get by
Waiting for the calling
Anticipation in the air
We hope and dream of difference
City sleeping, unaware

Break the silence, WAKE THE DEAD
Running through these streets alone
I'll kick and scream, let's break the hold
Cuz I swear, and this won't render useless
I promise you, we've come this far
And I'm not stopping, I'm not stopping now
I'm not hiding in shadows
Wake up, Send out this message, it's clear

You said, you said, you said
this time was gonna be different
WAKE UP THE DEAD

Coming alive, something stirs inside
This isn't over yet
Shake off the dirt
Swallow regret
Stop living under the weight
Living under the weight of regret
Your regrets
DON'T LOSE HOPE
Don't let it happen to you
DON'T LOSE HOPE
Which side are you gonna choose?
Cuz I believe, I believe it's in you RISE!

We said, we said, we said
This time was gonna be different
WAKE UP THE DEAD

sk8-o-rama

2005-09-22T00:19:00.000+08:00

finished!!! free at last!! last paper just now..and i tink i can handle it...but still i'm not confident of my results.....
after paper...went viva la sk8 at kallang!!
met some familiar faces...made some new sk8 lads too...thers this guy....dunno wat his name..only noe tat his front tooth is chipped. lol. and hes GOOD. k-grinds, smiths, bluntslides u name it he can do it...superbly talented mate. amok was ther also..gimme some tips on land properly and stuff..thanks mate. all those tension, those pent up frustrations was vent out via heelflips and more heelflips.

whacko jacko steals the elephant man's bones

2005-09-20T00:47:00.000+08:00

stabbing da vinci!! side project from derailed!! inspired by converge and the fall of troy!! plays fast, brash hardcore!! technicality is their forte!! And i'm honoured to lend my vocals!!! woohoo!!!

stabbing da vinci!!

2005-09-18T19:07:00.000+08:00

the bled's new album entitled "found in the flood" which was released recently is.......
a major FLOP IN THE NUTS. the tracks on this album didn hav the same intensity as the previous album, "pass the flask". mostly whiny-shwhiny crap. bleargh. huge dissapointment.

on the other hand....

The Fall Of Troy's album, "doppelganger" is superbly superb!! sounds kinda like a crossover between The Mars Volta and At The Drive In. The Fall of Troy breathtakingly mix overt rock, jazz and funk progression into their loud and brash punk, and the results ought to give Omar and Cedric of you-know-who a bit of concern. If Mars Volta already wasn't the elite masters of their manic punk-inspired art, The Fall of Troy might stand one hell of a chance of stealing that spot. hehe.

flashback

2005-09-16T02:15:00.000+08:00

well, just suddenly flashback abt tis near live ending experience i had during my kiddo days.was at toa payoh park with my parents and siblings...still remember wat i wore...a ninja turtle t shirt with matching ninja turtle shorts...took a twig and swirl it around the water cos my toddler mind was imagining tat the pond was tis huge cauldron with sum potion inside it..then just lidat i fell into tat pond...bloody deep...the look inside the pond..murky terribly murky....the first word tat i tried to shout which is "mak!!!!" but just muffled screams came out....the feel of water down my lungs..tat fear..just tat undescribable fear...
thou its been more than a decade, its still haunting me....

theng took pics of snoozing off a few days ago while we were doin our project in school..

wah...still got time to catch some zzzz while me and theng we slogging our butts off for the project...

i was dumbfounded...

his mouth was wide open....very tempting...so i tried pouring water...

and theng tried shoving a pen in....

dreamweaver is a nitemare!!

2005-09-11T19:59:00.000+08:00

faeces. bloody sex seh..been struggling with dreamweaver these past few days. sleep was 2 to 3 hours since fri.freaking project due tis tues and i still in the early stages. sex. and i don feel beta even thou its the last 1...anal vaginas...
spent the nite on friday queuing up for some trendy nikes with theng and thng. and worse tis midget was under the thunderstorm. head's feels like it's between a nutcracker...heng fad giv me panadols...
b4 tat went home for awhile then had dinner with fad and the malay chicks from my sec school...nope...not enjoying it even thou we ate at pizza hut and its free cos 1stly i felt like a pimp as i was the only penis among the vaginas cos fad tat kiddo said some of the dudes would come but in the end no one came and nurul...siddiq's ex...is such a bim................................BO. gahahaha! aiya...old habits die hard la....don blame her. aniways thx for the free food sofy. and hapi belated bdae.
no usual crapping tis weekend with the crew...so sobbed.

ps. tried to substitute the vulgarities like the f word for sex and a-hole for anal cos i wana try toking str8 edge. lol.

in memory of..

2005-09-10T20:03:00.000+08:00

HAMTARO
24-8-2005 to 24-8-2005

wakaoeh!!

2005-09-08T11:07:00.000+08:00

in the freaking lab rite now doin this nitemareweaver and revising for the ct..
sumth cool hapened tis morn...was walking towards the bustop then saw the great ronny waitng for a bus...yea that ex-kindred/ex-the jhai alai/ex-plainsunset/ex-my precious drummer!! carved out smile to him..and he smiled back!! woohoo!! suddenly tons of questions started flooding in my head...there's soo much i wana ask him!
this guy has been active in the local underground scene for almost a decade. is azhar's inspiration and idol...recently bowed out as the drummer of my precious..maybe i think its the perfect time to retire...ronny, ronny, i take my hat off you....

more than just "noise"

2005-09-06T16:28:00.000+08:00

Elegy For Eulisza - Reign Of Terror

Take it to the other side

To the otherside, these killing machines spill blood as they speak
Wastage of lives keep running as they leak
Is this the sign, a regression of peace?
A world of deceit for you & me

Enslaved by the strong, nothing is being done
Our conscience bleed, one nation speaks
Unleash justice for those who fail to resist
A display of mankind clenched by greed

These corporate bastards, elitism disseminate false propaganda
I refuse to stand in line, I refuse to stand in order
Politicians quote empty words about lifting the burden of the third world
I still see poverty, I still see requiem

They blind our eyes, how can we see
They blind my eyes, how can I see

(This song speaks about war and its'consequence.

Since the dawn of time,the world's "super power" has exerted dominance and superiority over its' weaker counterparts. Be it the 2 world wars, vietnam,the gulf war and most recently the iraq invasion, the goal is still the same.

World domination fueled by greed.

Things are made even more complicated when government bodies use race and religion to instigate and win the minds of the masses. We,the people of the world are often brainwashed and blinfolded by the lies of politicians. As a result, subconciously we start to take sides and might even agree to war. Billions of dollars and resources are wasted in sponsoring war. The money could be better spent in developing 3rd world countries and eliminating poverty.)

quick casual dining

2005-09-05T22:35:00.000+08:00

today....finished late cos me workplace trying out this buffet shit thingy....seems tat the customers take the "all u can eat" slogan for granted and it seems like they don wana leave...even when its near closing time...typical singaporeans....sheesh.
the past weekend was GREAT. saturday and sunday was spent at pooqueen's(a.k.a lenny) crib. yea...practically tore the house down....like sum bachelor's quarters sak. since there's no spare clothes, i wore the butterfly nightdress most housewifes usually wear and baldy the fat ass wore lenny's mom nightdress..i look like some gay bangla in orange. lol.

in words

2005-09-02T20:05:00.000+08:00

keeenaaaiineeeee....just got tested by the c++ lecturer a.k.a the cunning guy. and bloody cunning he is. cibai. our group consists of 3 persons but the questions was mostly for me. and he said this , "i've got a question specially reserved for u..." then comes this question that make me speechless. bloody cunning fag. its like he noes hu the slackers and the hardworkers.

toxicbonkers

2005-09-01T22:02:00.000+08:00

wahhaaaa*grumbles*. been havin minute slp times for the past two days. also been spending the nite at theng's and azar's for the past two days.
didn do anith at theng's house la cept play games thou i had the intention to really open the books and revise. sheesh. couldn slp well cos he switch his air-con to full blast and i was freezing my ass off. then when i wana scram with him and head off to sch, i found 1 of my sock all wet and chewed up. yea his dog ate my sock. tat freaking chihuahua. mayb tat dumb ass dogg's tryin to make a sweater for his naked body and my sock is perfect. and as an added bonus the aroma would entice him.
then ytd spent the nite at azhar the singaporean brat pitt house. slp for 1 hour++.
damn...i'm sibei gon slack my ass off at lenny's tis fri..too stressed...

concrete evidence

2005-08-28T15:27:00.000+08:00

ok..ytd zaki and i were walking towards padang to meet the crew then suddenly we were stopped by these two "punks".
matrip the "punk": asal ko langgar aku tadi?(y u purposely bumped into me?)
zaki the policeman: mane aku ader langgar ko? ko ok ke tak?(i did? no i didn..u must be mistaken..r u ok?)
matrip the "punk": aku ok...ko?(i'm ok..hw bout u?)
zaki the policeman: aku pun ok...(i'm also ok..)
i'm ready to anticipate wat i tot a typical matrip would gon do when tat "punk" held out his hand and shook zaki's hand. huh? like...wtf? is this how matrips make frens? i was tryin to control myself from laffin my ass off..
these immature bastards tarnish the reputation of punk and in general music with pathetic matripish attitude...fuck them all...

think abt it..

2005-08-26T21:16:00.000+08:00

an abstract....

Let's just start basically with 2 words: 'Local Punks'. what do majority of younger teenagers think of? good charlotte, simple plan, blink 182, maybe even that bitch avril lavinge. why? mass media and commercialism; especially on MTV. take a look now at the local underground scene. young teenagers only visualize punks with colourful mohawks, steel-toe boots, bondage pants with zips and studded sidezips (not that this ain't correct about punks). Bands to follow? rancid, the exploited, casualties, operation ivy and occasionally oxymoron. that's all there is to being a punk? where did lifestyle and ideologies go? does bootlace spell out what a punk is? bullshit. walk around city hall on a saturday. just observe the present 'punks'. 3-quarter kinda baggy bermudas/mat tappered jeans, high-cut converse shoes/mat slippers, a band t-shirt(if they've got the cash), spikey hair(durianhead)/armani hair????, chains dangling around their hips and to top it off, a studded belt/wristband. maybe even some fucking eyeliner. sounds familiar? no? go switch on MTV. get the picture? seriously. WTF has happened to punks these days.

fuck fashion and now its about lifestyle. ever watched an interview on mtv with goodcharlotte/simpleplain/avrillafuck/blink182? they've got 'attitude'. their sleeves are worn up to show off their tattoos of how jock-like their 'muscles' are, hold a beer can in their hand to promote drinking, look down on the floor instead of the camera but when its performance time they stare straight at the cameras. cam-shy my ass. of course not forgetting to give a stupid fucked up arrogant face as though they're not happy at all to be on set.

how's that different from local punks these days? they sit around trying to look and act tough (wont smile either) so that when minahs walk past, they think those guys are cool, handsome, some bigshot. mats. 2nd thing they'll do is to grab any drink as long as there's alcohol in it (even though its 5% vodka) and after 1 or 2 sips, they get so DRUNK. Then comes the time to go home. 'ikut aku ah. aku takut ah nak jalan tepi skinheads...' ('follow me ah. im scared to walk by skinheads') fucking wanna put up a 'violent-macho' show in front of their own friends, passers-by and minahs but immediately grow a pussy when they walk past skinheads. wanna be a punk? know what you're believing in and live up to the name. respect comes only when you truely live up to something you stand by strongly.

strength for a reason

2005-08-25T20:59:00.000+08:00

yea. got punk'd by baldooorina and dim sum dolly. it was actually meant for the jantina. but then they successfully killed two birds with 1 boulder. sheesh..nvm2.
spent the nite at beat merc with derailed ytd. b4 tat played cs with boogie and the butch. wah..so nostalgic. its been donkey years since i play tat LAN shit.
derailed especially afiq and azar has been influential for me musically. i'm in awe about their passion and knowledge in music and at the same inspired by them. yea those two morons are gr8 pals but they are also talented musicians. i take my undies off them. lol.

prevailing threat.....

vaporise!!!

2005-08-23T01:01:00.000+08:00

dammit. this week only work 1 day. 3 measly hours. stoopig manager. damn me pays gon be like soo beggarite tis month. and there no such thing as beggarite. if u believe it, take a tooth brush and shove it where the sun don shine. lol.
got a nu gal today at pastamania. only 18 but she's oredi got a baby. her husband's in prison cos of vehicle theft and she needs to have another job to support her fams and child. poor lady.
went to this photography gallery at the nu national library. studied every picture at the gallery while listenin to "the fall of troy". perfect combination. every picture has its own intricate designs which is unique in its own way. very "simple yet difficult". nvm if u don get wat i mean.
gon crash in at beat merc for the night on wed with derailed. they need to practise for the upcoming gig on fri.

turn off the lights!!

2005-08-22T01:24:00.000+08:00

been helpin my frens move hse back-to-back for the past weekend. sat was herf's and sun was azar's sis. kinda fun la. sat at the back of the pickup during herf's movin hse day and it felt gr8 with the wind blowin on my hair..ooo yea...eee.. soo gay...hahaha! on sunday lak, got a chance to take the much revered LRT. 1st time dok. well not exactly 1st time la. last time i took LRT was when i sk8ed at teck whye some donkey years back. still remember i only survived on bananas on tat day. lol. well movin on..since the LRT was driverless, i sat at the front window and imagine myself steering that thing..sheesh toddlers.

DISCOCRAPPY

2005-08-21T00:43:00.000+08:00

wuuuuuuuussssssssaaaaaaaaaaaa.......

adabi

2005-08-17T22:32:00.000+08:00

thng bought this book containing cantonese phrases for gang triads in hongkong. read abit la. the class was in awe when i pronounce the phrases like as if i'm a brown hongkee. aiya forget oredi. oni noe the english translations. like "use ur pubic hair fly a kite", "the dog walk up the roof" and "fuck ur old roasted meat colorful pairs of lovers getting smelly and rotten scrotum puss running water lop sided leaning to the left syphilitic great big scrotum". makes no sense rite? well tats exact wat the book wrote. dunno ar. but when i say in hongkee, sounds kinda intimidating. burp.
then follow theng hunt for a formal shoe with thng at penin. usual crappin with them. those anals.
there's a verbal war gng on btwn oda and jreng. abt their boys la. oda says her bf "anaconda" can crush jreng's bf "squiggle wiggle writer", but jreng insist the "anaconda" is actually a "peanut" and tat the "squiggle wiggle writer" can easily crush it. haiyo, petty thing like this oso must have bahas and catfights. damai la....u guys just tongue and make up k? hahahahahaha!

gahh..

2005-08-15T00:18:00.000+08:00

sk8ed with sham and nyok the whole bloody aftanoon. nyok's gettin betta and betta. still remember him not even passing an ollie when sham and i taught him hw to sk8 3 years ago and now tat boy can do smiths and lipslides. he's beta than the two of us put togeda!! as they always say, "practice makes perfect".

4 walled attack!!

2005-08-13T13:30:00.000+08:00

yesterday...oh yesterday....
my mrs isaac GiV mE SuRpRiSe!!!! was strolling down the south canteen with theng then saw the gals crowding around a table...move abit closer then saw a glimpse of a brown solid with candles on it...haha noe wat it is liao...the cake was superb...sinfully delightful choc...yum!! to tat hand-cracking, angelina jolie-like lips lover of mine, thx for the pleasant suprise syggg!! i got soo touched i start to laff instead of cry...hehehe! and to thng, thx for ur prezzie!
then there was the gig later at nyp. was told by azar to be the cameraman when derailed is performin. and with the start of the 1st song, the crowd started to MOSH. wow...i didn expect them to be soo into the songs. then aper lagi, did a lil moshing and a stagedive to bodysurf lo...
chilled for awhile till hamartia performed(they were the last band), then moshed and stagedived the nite away....

a million thx

2005-08-10T16:58:00.000+08:00

yesterday was gr8. and special too cos i'm spending my birthday with the craziest bunch around. thx guys. this was the best birthday for me so far.

preamble

2005-08-09T16:21:00.000+08:00

jammed wit the boys yesterday.b4 tat we saw this band at another room at beat merc jamming too. dead arson is their band name i tink. and they played a cover. converge's "when eagles become vultures"(now playing at this blog). u guys may be wondering y i'm making such a big hoo-hah abt tis but for ur info, playing a cover from a freaking technical band like converge is freaking outstanding. and this bastards are singapo-fucking-reans. and they hav TAT much talent to play such a complicated cover. and i tink when derailed saw tat, they were demoralised. but at the same time inspired.

klepek!!

2005-08-07T00:19:00.000+08:00

had a gr8 day with the crew. b4 tat, went to browse some tees with sham at arab street with sham. had free MRT trip to bugis courtesy of sham and some cheating. stood closely behind him when he tapped his ezlink at the barrier so that i can go in as well. wahaha. i settled for a strait records tee at strait records while sham bought a tee at basement records. chatted with the bassist of dead by six(who used to be the bassist for derailed)who's tending the place for awhile then left.
met she-snort and jrenggie afta tat at harbourfront then went to pastamania to fetch the butch and the bitch, fiq and vladdy. herf ordered 1 large bbq chik pizza and 1 sml banana pizza while lenn ordered a common beef blogno. as for me, my mouth just do the work. lol.
i must have pizzas with hotsausssssssss. its so different from common chili shit. the feeling is like ur tongue's dipped into molten lava, but as soon as tat spicyness began, it just ends like dat. and u'll just wana add tat thing over and over again..its like an addiction.wahaha.
usual crapping wit the crew the whole nite thru. topics range from small dicks, past relationships, porn, vibrating condoms, rats, toddlers, etc etc...jrenggie the janitor told me tat when she 1st saw me, she tot i was a freaking schboy.
well, mrs isaac showed me tis blog. in general its kinda rasist ar. but just read and tink abt it la.

whatever

2005-08-06T00:59:00.000+08:00

bandzout. kinda dissappointed with it. not at my band cos they were gr8, but at the judges. it just bring me this idea tat they are kinda bias. i don wana brag and all la, but i believe tat our band hav the potential to win or at get 2nd place. in the end, some shitty trendy screamo shit won and in second place some popular ppl who came together to form a band.
and oh yea. fame. it seems like this word can do gr8 damage on ppl.
well, it over oredi no use brooding abt it. just would like thank:
the band for an awesome perfomance, u guyz were gr8.
theng and especially the love of my life for coming down to c tis midget quack.
the crew, even thou they came late and didn see me perform but wished me good luck and all, thx guyz.

seeedddaaaa

2005-08-03T22:13:00.000+08:00

was just surfing the net when i chanced upon this artist by the name of Vann Nath. In 1978 he was sent to Tuol Sleng Prison ("S-21") in Phnom Penh, where he was tortured and nearly killed. Fortunately, his talents were discovered in time, and the Khmer Rouge asked him to paint many propaganda portraits of Pol Pot. At the end of the war, Vann Nath was one of the seven survivors of Tuol Sleng, where nearly 20,000 people died.In 1979 Vann Nath was asked by the new government to paint pictures of the prison tortures for the world to know the secret horrors of the "Killing Fields." And showed them he did.

gimme 101 reasons y azar's handsome?

2005-08-02T21:46:00.000+08:00

hey. the midgety 1 reporting live from the corner of his living room again.
throats kinda shitty from the screaming ytd with derailed. work's been kinda cool. edible la. oh yea, afiq's old flame is working the same place as me...duno wats her full name but the crew called her yati a.k.a senior citizen. must be becos of her age. chatted with her during work. always mention abt AFIQ like "ape khabar afiq? dah lame kak yati tak jumpe dier" and "afiq? gerek ar die..." . muahahahui!
seems like eternity when br8ktime finally came. was spoiled for choices. duno whether to go vietnamese, spanish or italian.finally settled for a large magharita pizza with chicken sausage. ate it with hot sausss!!

and to lenny: your boyfren..he looks soo familiar....like i got c him evritime 1 leh...his father's name is ayob rite? arg..i forgot his name..and damn he looks so hot!! pzzz! *horny chant* yamayamayama...

this song specially goes out to my dearo!!!

"i'll make light of this night and night of this day, it's what i tell myself to sleep when i dream myself awake"

crapirana

2005-07-31T01:01:00.000+08:00

now at baldy's house updatung this shite and at the same time cybersexing with amok.. gon revise maths with him later..

wrestling. getting crapier every year. didn even think that one of wresting's shittiest wrestlers in history in bradshit would be a world champion. he wrestles like's he havin sex with a whore or sumth and his special a.k.a finishing move is soo
fucking lame, i laff everitime he uses it. its reli fucking stupid to believe tat people can be K.Oed by his flabby biceps.

to vince macmahon:
if u r reading this, i, a humble fan of this sport would like to suggest tat u change this freaking episodes of this soap opera shit or u may go bust. fuck JBL and instead find wrestlers who realli hav potential to be world champions. and last but not least, a big F.U.C.K Y.O.U!

to JBL:
hey faghead, change ur fucking finishing move for god's sake. i noe u suck and all but for the sake of the fans, just change the move dammit.

fuckcore??

2005-07-28T23:56:00.000+08:00

went to school today with the intention to revise my networking. well, it turns out tat i still noe shit abt tat cursed module. well looking on the BRIGHT side, some1's face is burnt by the BRIGHT sun ytd and now she looked like some plump oversteamed chicken(no pun on u herf)...hahaha! and i've been trying to control myself from kissing her cos she looked so CUTE.(dah start ar dienye kembang...hahaha!)
mantera made to the bandzout finals. yay!
the cd sampler from kung fu records tat fad lent to me is dope. and it featured bands like NUFAN and tsunami bomb. killer!

short cut shoes!!

2005-07-27T22:04:00.000+08:00

hey....back from auditions for bandzout. my band was gr8, but the vocalist suck. damn if i noe hu he is i'ma lay a smackdown on his roodypoo candy ass...lalala....lol.
tink I FINALLAY GOT A JOB!! haha. tmw at pastamania at 4. argh freaking lazy to type long2 da....like hu's gng read it anw? i'm not another xiaxue bitch.
i love nurina!!

itchy

2005-07-25T00:37:00.000+08:00

wtf..me lips looked like a nigga's. after eating crabs, me lips and tongue start to feel itchy and now me freaking lips swollen. and still itchy. guess i'm allergic to crabs. but tat ain gon stop me from eating more of them in the future.

where's a cup of milo when u need 1?

2005-07-24T01:30:00.000+08:00

the moment i opened my eyes to welcome the day, freaking body felt even worse. still i dragged meself to amk. then reach there sk8 with nyok even thou i'm sick. haha i'm commiting suicide...but actually i do feel beta afta sk8ing. afta that went to town with sis and sham cos sham wan a wristband for his bdae prezzie.browse some cd's at inoki(sis bought a cd) then found darkest hour tee..pic from undoing ruin..AaArGGHhhHH!! at abt 6 met fad. and sofyani was there as well. haha its like a mini reunion of ex-classmates in me, fad and sofy. sofy keeps telling me abt how much i've changed since the old days at bhss and as for fad...she still keeps laffing for no reason and even worse she got the zulpeepee syndrome cos she oso njoy inflicting damage on poor helpless souls like me...boohoo..
met lenn, she-snort, kiki and amok later. usual crapping with them lo.
I.LOVE.MILO. gimme the jumbo tin of tat brown powder and i'll finish it in a week. now i'm miloless cos its finished. i'm havin a cold turkey.
all of a sudden, i'm missing DEARO. MRS ISAAC. DARLSH. missing her BADD..BAD BAD BADDY BAD BAD!!

convelescence

2005-07-23T01:31:00.000+08:00

been down with the flu bug. dammit. duno get it from hu. but still hav to drag tis sorry ass to school..like they gon giv me money go doctor lidat. no..not in a million years. lucky got theng and thng...if crap with them confirm laff 1...wahaha. thng especially..oways do stoopid stuff like learn european languages from his pocket sized book(duno if we pronounced correctly onot), and make up stoopid stories from our wild imaginations. then we laff at ourselves. wahaha. go check out thng's blog. we made a story abt tis african boy. and to theng: head's up bro, u still hav frens hu try to be ther for u.
i'm soo freaking scared...i don wana lost my voice like last time...sumth important's comin up soon and i need it...why must i fall sick at this time?
i've posted a bm song in my blog. i noe most peeps faces would probably be cringing rite now when i say this. but it's kinda cool la. especially the humming. its was the gr8 mrs isaac hu intro me tis song. njoy! or njoy? hahaha!

the bangbusta crew!! the fat fag in the middle hu tinks he's hot and lenny digging for organic gold in her nose!! wahaha!

fish,fish and more fish

2005-07-20T22:44:00.000+08:00

arrgh shit...happenings today but my senile head just forgot wat it was. damn.

jjjrrreeeenngg!!

2005-07-20T00:08:00.000+08:00

woke up fcuking late today. actually woke up at 6 but decided to close my eyes for awhile which turned out to be 3 hrs. and was oso dry. wanted to acccompany my megaloth jalan2 at bishan but then not enuff money for bus fare. arrgh.
met lenn, herf and amok later at nite at carrefour suntec. herf and lenn wana buy some chow ther. caught the stoopid french pickles stench the moment i stepped in. then my head started to flashback. the facing. replenishing. movin that pallets around with that forklift thingy. eating bowl noods during br8ktime. and omost gettin int0 a fight with the fucking malaysian indian cockhead.

Discovered wats miss zul's daily diet consists of. 1 packet nasi padang, 4 slices of bread, 2 curry puffs, a bunch of grapes, BIRD's NEST, a chinese pear, 2 chicken breasts and bandung. wow.

For every person who has been looking for a band that doesn't bow down to trends or don't try and sound like every other band out there then look no further than Darkest Hour. For anyone who is looking for an album that doesn't bow down to trends or doesn't sound like everything else in your collection then look no further than 'Undoing Ruin'.

a mermaid has no legs and a man doesn't have scales

2005-07-19T00:09:00.000+08:00

beta type now b4 i start feelin lazy. discovered two gr8 bands today while surfing the net. both bands defies the boundaries of jazz,dm,grind and hc by combining these elements into their songs. the result? breathtaking shit. hav goosebumps all over when i start to listen to their songs. whew. oh yea, and thanks afiq for burning darkest hour's album "undoing ruin" for mua. i'm gon give u sum good cybersexing 1 day aite? remind me! wahahaha!

chao tongkol

2005-07-18T01:13:00.000+08:00

its me. the midgety 1 reporting to u live from the corner of his house. orite. went to baybeat for 3 days str8. but ytd's line up was kinda cool. love me butch and brand new sunset was gr8. as for today, hav to say only kate of kale and copeland made the headlines. and yes, there's the usual "so-called" and declarers. nvm if u don get wat i mean.
afta tat spent the whole nite fixing up the glitches in azars pc with zali. tat baldhead pc has 300+ spywares when we scanned that junk. wahaha. now his pc cnt start up after zali updated the windows. poor boy. mayb this will make u feel beta:
"MUHAMAD AZHAR BIN ABDUL RASHID HENSEM SLALU!!!" *gags* ptui!

waste of my time

2005-07-16T00:52:00.000+08:00

baybeats kinda sucked. not wat i expected. the music was ok but not tat tight and the crowd was like statues and stuff maybe cos moshing was not allowed. even my squared circle was not tat heavy. damn, shld hav be in the lab doin my c prog and afta tat send my megaloth home. haiz i know she was disappointed in me for skipping lab just becos of baybeats. sorry syg, please run me down with mr isaac's car. haiz. nonetheless, the crew is still and will oways be gr8. azar was at his usual boy kacang mood, the golden couple was still golden as ever and lenny was still tat maid-ish burl(boy and gurl) tat i oways knew. wahaha! shta bayng nowng si pri-ookoop kong eesoo!! sorry but tat phrase keeps ringing in my head. just have to let it out. its actually "its ok don mention it" in portuguese. thng hav been teaching me portugal cos he claimed that i was from rio de janeiro. sheesh toddlers nowadays. lol.

refurbished

2005-07-14T00:15:00.000+08:00

FINALLAY!! tot of scrapping this blog, but come to think of it, kinda wasteful sia. so this boy tried to make a new skin for it. but it turns out to be harder then wat he expected. and to make things worse, i think this thrashy pc of mine is hacked by some geeky bastard evrinite. wtf. well, this skin still has got sum glitches though.

urrgghh. me parents now watching some cannibal holocaust-like movie rite now. its now showing this scene where this group of amazon muthafuckas pulling this ang moh's weenie. and...it actually came off.after sum teamwork. with the scream and all la. holy crap, i'm speaking like i'm in some formal canversation or sumth. orite2 i'll stop rambling abt tis. u guyz may start to puke chewed up pork,veggies, etc. they must think that i'm old enuff to c this...thats y they are watching it in the living room. hah weird.

well so many things has happened, so little time to tell. i'm a try to update this thing daily.

my spit

2005-06-28T21:52:00.000+08:00

went to theng's house to do project with thng wit the intention to do cost acc. project. tat doomm das maydshen clement extra2 come.well, we didn actually do much. played winning 11 wit thng(played in the same team) we coorperated well. the difficulty was 5 stars but we manage to defeat argentina(we choose brazil) 3-1. i did the supplying thng did the finishing. ihsan called say he on the way but in the end he terlajak stopped at khatib(theng's house was at sengkang). clement tat estoopidoo rapaneega tot he reli look like edison chen and tat bastard was actually happy tat thng took a pic of him.
jammed later with the boys at beat merc. the abg was gr8. he was better than wat we expected him to be. azar let me listen to a tracks from local bands like dead by six and fallen world on his mp3 and it was gr8. they should get the exposure they deserved. but unfortunately the local scene....

c how vain tat bitch is...

1 of my so called artistic pics. pic of vladdy taken at beat merc.

a gr8 album...the bled's pass the flask.

we found this work permit of some indonesian maid.

"in love i feel, in patience i yield"

podyevuut!!

2005-06-22T00:21:00.000+08:00

rite2...i'm lazy to update this thing...thinking of scrapping this blog thing and just stick to me lj..
ytd...a day to remember...had a date with mrs isaac without mr isacc's knowledge...guess he'll just run me frail body down with a car if he noes abt this....dang..neyheheheh..
well anyways...we came slightly late and had to c the movie at a diff. time. to kill the minutes, i politely invited her to the place wher ther's this machines with cartoons on them and u have to control these cartoons and to control them u hav to insert coins or tokens. wtf..i shld hav just said the arcade..waste my fingering muscles onli..this dimwit. movin on...i duno wat happened but i'm POSITIVE its just her lucky day or sumth cos she won evri game i played with her. well i've calculated and the probabilty of me losin to her next time is 1/88680952953856!!! tat sore winner(is ther such a phrase?). after tat we watch kung fu majong. all cuddled up together. it was nice. :)
derailed finally has a bassist in the abg from beat merchants. he was gr8. and now siddiq suddenly comes up my mind. the founding bassist. my good fren. well used to be untill his world now only revolves around him and the love of his life. didn he forgot that we were oways ther when he has no one to turn to? ark fuck it..no use brooding over this shit...azar is rite..its his life.

kiki and his porky escapades(halal pork taste like pork..duh.)

snort faced moronic bastards oways shit on sinks.

"so we say what we
will, to see what we may"

endymion

2005-06-15T01:51:00.000+08:00

i'm now all alone at the house. stepmom's at her daughter's crib for 1 week and i'll b surviving on eggs, rice and soya sauce. orite watever la. movin on..
today was ok. me watch is as fit as a rhino thx to dr fix-it-all. paid attention to the lectures and i realised tat i'm not tat dumb afta all. lunchies with wak kangol and boy botak then lab. finished early then spent some couple time together with darlsh. realised tat her cousin's bf is such a..i respect her cousin's will to be strong in this kind of relationship. darlsh keeps saying tat my veins look like leaves and tat i'm edible. weird. heheh. lov my mrs isaac. or isit mrs ako? or mrs cena? akekekekekek..

i hav a fairy tale to share. it's about the adventures of this boy hu wanted to shave his hair. kinda happy ar the ending. omost brought me to tears.

once upon a time, in a land far, far, away, ther lived a boy by the name of azhar. he was very charming, handsome and hot. one night, azar was all alone. he had nuth to do and so he flicked on his lighter. then suddenly he said "i tink i will look mor handsome if i shave my hair."

and so he searches far and wide for best shaverers but in the end he can't found one.
dissapointed, he seeks help from the fairy godmothers, mrs snorty and zulpeepee.

"don worry peanut, we will help u," they consoled. and with a slight flick of their magic wands, poof!! two figures appeared in front of azhar's eyes.
"hi my name is afro thunder but u can kol me abu for short."

"and this is my aprentice. u can kol him afiqa", abu continued.

"hii..u can kol me iqa can oredi,"afiqa said while seducingly winked at azar.

abu examined azhar's hair and said, "i can shave ur hair but the problem is tat ur hair is already balding. might as well leave it as it is."
"no! no! i wan my hair shaved!" azhar whined, like a spoilt brat. "tell u wat, i giv u time to tink" abu continued. "here is my card. if ure sure abt this, shaven head is just a hair strand away."

the next day was at the beach eating a ham bun, thinking.

"if i shave my hair, then how bout the trip to yum nam and beijing 101? on the other hand, if my hair is shaved, i bet chicks will go gaga over me cos i'll b like another brad pitt! yea think i'll shave it!"

so he followed wat abu said to him the day b4 and within a few secs,
he was teleported to a special latrine with both afiqa and abu present, ready to shaverise."ready azhar?", abu said. azhar nodded willingly.
zzzreett,zzreett the machine goes thinning off every strand of azhar's hair.

"how does its feels havin a machine shaving ur head?" abu questioned? "ermm nothing..." azhar replied when in reality he was starting to feel horny from the seductive sound tats coming out of the machine.

finally it was over. azar looked at the mirror and is greeted by a brad pittish looking bastard. "mann i'm sexy.." he thought to himself. afiqa, who was looking at azhar all this while felt his weenie getting hard.

"thx abu, this wouldn have happen if u didn help me!" azar gratefully said.
"what are shaverers for" abu replied, still hoping tat he will clinch back the title of the world's bushiest pubics.
and azhar lived hapily ever after....

typical

2005-06-10T00:11:00.000+08:00

the local scene.wat more can i say...

petitioning

2005-06-07T06:23:00.000+08:00

i'm now currently a few minute away till setting off to school. might as well update this shitt.
went to nyp ytd to buy the needed books. then met azar and abu at mac. wit the plastic bag of fucking "light" books. exchanged bags with him cos his was big enuff to cramp the whole books in then we headed to lavender wit the intention to extend our passport expiry date. discovered that theres still abt 200++ biatches and bastards in q so we fuck the idea of waiting and head to ara street. discovered this chill out place at busorah street. free of YPs and oso the hustle and bustle of the city. the teh tarik was dope and the food is cheap too. jammed later at abt 6+ and i tried song no. 8 bass. raihan came in style with a car and oso mrs raihan.wahahaha. afta that, we chilled at busorah street then went to funan cos there's this meeting for the bands regarding the upcoming gig at nyp afta bandzout. i volunteered to "chill" at the boot of the car cos there's not enuff space for the whole crew. i tried it out and yeah, it was kinda relaxin.hahaha. but in the end the idea was scrapped..
am i just plain weird or am i just weird? :)

"Scars are forever, a testimony to our needs, undaunted by our shallow lives, our need to bleed"

Sieg Shit

2005-06-06T00:18:00.000+08:00

azar said he was inspired by hellfest and walls of jericho's perfomance and coaxed me to spent the nite at his house and write some rough out songs for the side project cos his head is full of ideas and stuff . well, in the end we managed to come out with a full length song(thou its still haven been tweaked to perfection yet by afiq). well tats a reli good start.

revamped

2005-06-02T23:54:00.000+08:00

another d.i.y template by yours truely. inspired by again, converge. heheh. looks ok to me. and like i said on my 1st entry, i don gin a f if u guyz don dig it. heh.
i'm not even sure wtf i'm feelin rite now. sch kinda ok cos i'm back wit the old cls i once knew. and me pay's oredi in. BUT I LOST MY BANK BOOK AND ATM CARD.
fuck x 1000000.

"say anything but say what you mean"

Jezabel Eir Rosamunde

2005-06-01T15:42:00.000+08:00

How to make a nurina

Ingredients:

3 parts competetiveness

1 part ambition

5 parts leadership

Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!

Dear Honeydarlsh,

I love you because you are the ying to my yang..or maybe I just wanna ying your yang. You are so incredibly beautiful.
I was thinking we should try viagra or buy a whip
and thought you would kill me for suggesting it.
So I'm burning all my bra's, hoping you don't think I'm insane.

I would really like to listen to a bashful rude dugong listen to a melon love to plant a chilli and name it after you.

I'm prepared to take my own life for neglecting to put the toilet seat down. I was apoplectic, and thought it would take care of itself.

So I'm sitting in the dark, waiting to die, hoping you don't put me in The Doghouse. Sometimes I just behave poorly.
I just want you to know that if I could only be with you always, I'd spit on a guilty shoelace. While I'm writing this I got so emotional I had to make soup out of a handgun.

Please keep smilin.

love,
the enonest man alive

caught in suspension

2005-05-30T23:10:00.001+08:00

shagged. went job hunting with sis just now. fruitless. running a fucking fever oso cos i didn't take me vit c candy. tmw is pay day. and i hope i get it.

the place wher i spent my childhood years and also the best years of my life.

"Your transcendence of nothing has fueled the flames of our choir"

talked in tongues

2005-05-29T14:34:00.000+08:00

had a sibling's day out wit sis and coreboy ytd. asked them to tag along with me go apply for a job at this cafe in citylink. i reached ther and asked the manager if ther is still any vacancies available and he said "i'm sorry but we need people who can speak mandarin". now wtf is tat supposed to mean? puki kau..pentingkan ko nye kulit aje ar..ko nye jenis..kenaine..fucking racist.
survey stuff at town with them then at nite meet lenn and the goldens. talked abt those days when boybands were kings and the typical goo-goo-ga-ga over them. haha. then meet the rest later at padang(the field smelt like shit). zaki brought his deck. woohoo. did a couple of ollie distances and polished up my fakie heelflip. stil cnt land. tiu lei ar.
the local music scene. just 1 word. marred.

"let us at last praise the colonisers of dreams"

libidoed

2005-05-28T00:46:00.000+08:00

just came back. usual crazy nite wit the crew. and i got treated like a rag doll by lenny. smacked, pinced kicked. i'm like soo freakin pissed rite now i tink i'm gon hav a bf! haha. prangai zulpeepee sia. nyehehui! ngam2...lol.
sch's reopenin soon and i still ain got me books..if i ask pops for $ that woman's mouth will start to hover around the atmosphere then i will blow my top and blablablayadayada..they fucking expect me to settle the school fees and buy my own books. then i pass my fuckin o's for wat? arh fuck it.. stop brooding abt it dingdong...ur dick's strong..u can go thru tis..heheh.

brief bio of the gr8 rajanikanth. pics included. hahahahaha! tralala....

Born as Shivaji Rao Gaekwad on December 12, 1950 to Rambai & Ramoji Rao Gaekwad, he was the 4th child ina family of a daugher and two older sons. For his living, he had to take up odd jobs from coolie to a bus conductor. He used to nurture his acting interest through stage plays while he was serving Karnataka State Transort Corporation. Helped by a friend to reach Madras Film Institute, he completed his course in 1974.

yea..tats him..ain he cute? if u guyz look closely, he bears a resemblance of nick carter rite?wahahahahha!

his typical i'm-ready-to-bust-ur-villainy-ass-u-villain! look.

another 1 of his trademark poses, this time sum hot, currylicious chick.

he spicier than the spiciest tosai or briyani. nyahui!

"I'll be the first one to admit
that I am indulged in your existence"

blue in the face

2005-05-27T00:44:00.000+08:00

i noe i'm going thru shit rite now. ther's oways sumthin thats bothering my head evri freaking day. hu else can i blame sides me? but i noe thers always some1 out ther hu's gng thru more shit than me and that made me feel at least a bit betta abt myself. yea i do feel envious abt the morre fortunate dudes and dudettes hu's living a comfortable life but i can't just sit ther and continue gatherin the feelins of envy; i may just stray to the dark side of the force and become a sith(rise darth enon). eh? oops. wrong channel. i'm sorry, mr dingdong is givin a pep talk la. he's not good at it so understand - understooded la.
man, i wish i was at the seaside accompanied by some slow straylight run typa music, watching the sunrise and the crashing of the waves. evri crashing of a wave represents a chapter of ur life being closed and a nu 1 beginning...wahahahaha. like did i actually wrote tat? kuuneek nye azhar..heard too much of his philosophosphoric shit i guess i was influenced by it. take for example, he once said this,"love is like the wind; u can't see it but u can feel it". me chowed up chow is at the brink of me throat rite now as i'm typing this but looking back, he's fuckin absolutely rite.

"Victim to encryption, disclosing an unspoken plea"