well i was actually looking forward to today, but then the date was cancelled. so i switched to plan b, which is to just sk8 myself crazy....BUT...i woke up tis morning and my saw tat my right foot was swollen and PAINFUL. must be due to me landing awkwardly while atempting a 5-0 yesterday. so i limp my ass to mum's crib. ok, in the bus....the conductor came...i give him my ticket....and he told me wher i was gng...i told him my destination and THEN he said, "i'm sorry but ur fare is not enuff, lu kene bayar lagi 1.40". nonono...i'm freaking sure i paid the correct fare, even ask the damn driver if it is correct! and u tell me to pay extra? 1.40+1.40= 2.80!! thats cow manure!! daylight robbery!! dissatisfied, i brought the conductor to meet the bus driver..i said "uncle, tadi lu ckp wa nye duit bas betul kan?" and guess wat he said? "tak, tak, gua tak tau". MAKE LOVE. VAGINA KID. reli wana take my deck and give him a good smack to his pocky face..but being the idiot that i am, i left the bus to avoid cr8ting a scene. later in the day, it started to RAIN. freaking thunderstorm. a mini katrina. ROTTEN PENISES. so just rot the day away lo...only looking forward to jam as xSDVx later.
well, the day was not all manure and no flowers la. watched this movie on ch 5. "in time of the butterflies" is the title. it tells the story of the mirabal sisters...Patria Mercedes Mirabal, Antonia Maria Teresa Mirabal and Minerva Argentina Mirabal. The sisters grew up in a high class, well-cultured environment. All became married, family women. When the then dominican republic ruler, Rafael Leónidas Trujillo came to power, their family lost almost all of their fortune. The sisters believed that Trujillo would send their country into economic chaos and eventually formed a group of opponents to the Trujillo regime. It was known as the Movement of the Fourteenth of June. Inside that group, they were known as Las Mariposas ("The Butterflies" in Spanish). The sisters were incarcerated and tortured on several occasions. Despite these setbacks, they persisted fighting to try to end Trujillo's dictatorship. After the sisters' numerous imprisonments, Trujillo decided to exterminate the sisters. On November 25, 1960, he sent men to intercept the three women after they visited their husbands in prison. The unarmed sisters were led into a sugarcane field, then beaten and strangled to death. Trujillo thought that this was the final solution in thier deaths but, instead it created a public outrage, and Trujillo himself was asassinated. the sisters sacrifice for their country will alway in remembered and 25 november, which is the date the sisters was murdered was made the International Day for the Elimination of Violence Against Women in commemoration for their sacrifice.
xMunicipally Wastedx
Wednesday, September 28
12:03 AM
Dear Friends
One child in the commercial sex trade is one child too many. But clearly there is more than one. Estimates are hard to come by, but here are some that give a sense of scale to this abuse.
UNICEF estimates two million children (mainly girls) worldwide are exploited in the multi-billion dollar commercial sex industry. UNICEF-supported studies indicate that some 1.2 million children around the globe are trafficked every year. Approximately one-third of all trafficking in women and children takes place from and within East Asia region. One of the main demand drivers is the commercial sex trade.
The problems that lead to supply are complex, multifaceted and need to be addressed - poverty, lack of education, abuse and discrimination, war and displacement, etc.
But what about demand? If there is no demand for the sexual services of children, then there will be no supply.
Where does this demand come from? As a country, Singapore is as culpable as any other. We cannot say this is not our problem.
More needs to be done to stop demand. No one can do this alone - action is needed from businesses, government and the community. We have a collective responsibility.
Please take the time to read and sign this online petition. <-----(click here) And please forward this on to as many people as possible.
yea...cge me blogskin agn. the picture on the left is actually a picture of a rose and a crow. the rose represents tranquility, love and basically everything that is good ...while the crow is represents bad luck, evil, being a jinx..so the pic is actually a convergence between good and evil...much like a person. they can either choose to be good or the exact opposite.... sis finally has a job. am happy for her. she's been struggling to get a stable and decent job ever since she finished her nitec. dammit she don deserve this... i hate my past...i hate it...becos its affecting my present life and for sure my future...things wouldn have been wat it is now if my past is not that shady....
xMunicipally Wastedx
Monday, September 26
12:07 AM
this is acually an article taken from a website dedicated to the local underground scene...just read it and c that what the writer is trying to prove is actually true.
WHY I LOVE SINGAPORE
Quite Crime Free I can leave the house at 3am to get a snack without fear.
Cleanliness At least I know, a dab of perfume is enough so I won't smell as I step on the streets.
WHY I HATE SINGAPORE
Gum Although I don't really like gum, isn't it unreasonable that you ban gum because someone keeps getting the MRT's door stuck by disposing the gum there? Instead of banning it, why not educate them? Moral of the story: Don't get caught bringing gum over to Singapore.
Cigarette box sizes I use to smoke less than 10 sticks a day. As the price increases, I don't feel pinch as I purchase my next pack. They think that by not importing the small packets (10 sticks) it stops people from smoking because the bigger packet of cigarettes are more expensive. That is just plain rubbish. I realize that after they brought about this rule, I ended up smoking more. Now I smoke at least 20 sticks a day. Moral of the story: Sheesa is good too.
Art Hub I can't film a documentary on Singapore politics. I can't write a script that includes youth speaking their mind. I can't produce a play that has slightest hint of homosexuality. People have been fined & jailed due to this. And yet you want us to express our thoughts and create an art hub in Singapore. Quite contradictory isn't it? Moral of the story: Stick to Cartoon Network.
Pampered Singaporeans You guys don't know how lucky you are. I can't think of any government that is willing to help you that much. If you live in Indonesia, I don't think you would dare to leave your house at 3 am in the morning. You have to own a gun if you are living in Philippines just in case of robberies. Moral of the story: Singapore is boring. Live with it.
Money System Singapore A meeting was held at MOM with my boss. We asked if our boss going to attend the meeting. The MOMers said that they have send a letter to him but it is up to him if he wants to attend the meeting. I asked if he is in Singapore, she said yes as the passport has been taken away. So here we are, as 19 of my colleagues are scheduled in the first meeting and my other 16 colleagues and I are scheduled in the second meeting, we are just waiting for an answer and our 2 months pay. Guess what? Our boss didn't turn up. And each of us had to pay $3 for the meeting, which no one told us about in the first place. 19 + 6 = 35 people. 35 people x $3 = $105 for 15 minutes of waiting in the room to be told that our boss is not coming. A week later, one of the shareholders informs someone that our boss is actually back in London. He even gave us his London address and phone number. Moral of the Story: Quit your job when you realize your pay is late.
Education System I remember very clearly once that an EM1 student was making fun of the EM3 students. Of course, it ended up in a fight. Guess who got the blame? EM3 students. At the age of 10, students have streaming to categorize them. Isn't that a bit degrading? And this causes the children to have low self-esteem. And when we thought that is all over, we are categorizing it again in secondary schools. I have a friend who is really amazing at maths but ended up in Normal Technical because he didn't do well in other subjects. So how do you push a student to excel in their best subjects when they are not giving the students a chance? Moral of the story: If you want your children to have low self-esteem, Singapore is the place for you.
xMunicipally Wastedx
Saturday, September 24
1:28 AM
this song nvr fails to psyche me up... heed the lyrics.
City Of The Dead by Comeback Kid
This is our city of the dead Another life holds its weary head We hope, we try, we live, survive Counting days, trying to get by Waiting for the calling Anticipation in the air We hope and dream of difference City sleeping, unaware
Break the silence, WAKE THE DEAD Running through these streets alone I'll kick and scream, let's break the hold Cuz I swear, and this won't render useless I promise you, we've come this far And I'm not stopping, I'm not stopping now I'm not hiding in shadows Wake up, Send out this message, it's clear
You said, you said, you said this time was gonna be different WAKE UP THE DEAD
Coming alive, something stirs inside This isn't over yet Shake off the dirt Swallow regret Stop living under the weight Living under the weight of regret Your regrets DON'T LOSE HOPE Don't let it happen to you DON'T LOSE HOPE Which side are you gonna choose? Cuz I believe, I believe it's in you RISE!
We said, we said, we said This time was gonna be different WAKE UP THE DEAD
xMunicipally Wastedx
Thursday, September 22
12:19 AM
finished!!! free at last!! last paper just now..and i tink i can handle it...but still i'm not confident of my results..... after paper...went viva la sk8 at kallang!! met some familiar faces...made some new sk8 lads too...thers this guy....dunno wat his name..only noe tat his front tooth is chipped. lol. and hes GOOD. k-grinds, smiths, bluntslides u name it he can do it...superbly talented mate. amok was ther also..gimme some tips on land properly and stuff..thanks mate. all those tension, those pent up frustrations was vent out via heelflips and more heelflips.
xMunicipally Wastedx
Tuesday, September 20
12:47 AM
stabbing da vinci!! side project from derailed!! inspired by converge and the fall of troy!! plays fast, brash hardcore!! technicality is their forte!! And i'm honoured to lend my vocals!!! woohoo!!!
xMunicipally Wastedx
Sunday, September 18
7:07 PM
the bled's new album entitled "found in the flood" which was released recently is....... a major FLOP IN THE NUTS. the tracks on this album didn hav the same intensity as the previous album, "pass the flask". mostly whiny-shwhiny crap. bleargh. huge dissapointment.
on the other hand....
The Fall Of Troy's album, "doppelganger" is superbly superb!! sounds kinda like a crossover between The Mars Volta and At The Drive In. The Fall of Troy breathtakingly mix overt rock, jazz and funk progression into their loud and brash punk, and the results ought to give Omar and Cedric of you-know-who a bit of concern. If Mars Volta already wasn't the elite masters of their manic punk-inspired art, The Fall of Troy might stand one hell of a chance of stealing that spot. hehe.
xMunicipally Wastedx
Friday, September 16
2:15 AM
well, just suddenly flashback abt tis near live ending experience i had during my kiddo days.was at toa payoh park with my parents and siblings...still remember wat i wore...a ninja turtle t shirt with matching ninja turtle shorts...took a twig and swirl it around the water cos my toddler mind was imagining tat the pond was tis huge cauldron with sum potion inside it..then just lidat i fell into tat pond...bloody deep...the look inside the pond..murky terribly murky....the first word tat i tried to shout which is "mak!!!!" but just muffled screams came out....the feel of water down my lungs..tat fear..just tat undescribable fear... thou its been more than a decade, its still haunting me....
theng took pics of snoozing off a few days ago while we were doin our project in school..
wah...still got time to catch some zzzz while me and theng we slogging our butts off for the project...
i was dumbfounded...
his mouth was wide open....very tempting...so i tried pouring water...
and theng tried shoving a pen in....
xMunicipally Wastedx
Sunday, September 11
7:59 PM
faeces. bloody sex seh..been struggling with dreamweaver these past few days. sleep was 2 to 3 hours since fri.freaking project due tis tues and i still in the early stages. sex. and i don feel beta even thou its the last 1...anal vaginas... spent the nite on friday queuing up for some trendy nikes with theng and thng. and worse tis midget was under the thunderstorm. head's feels like it's between a nutcracker...heng fad giv me panadols... b4 tat went home for awhile then had dinner with fad and the malay chicks from my sec school...nope...not enjoying it even thou we ate at pizza hut and its free cos 1stly i felt like a pimp as i was the only penis among the vaginas cos fad tat kiddo said some of the dudes would come but in the end no one came and nurul...siddiq's ex...is such a bim................................BO. gahahaha! aiya...old habits die hard la....don blame her. aniways thx for the free food sofy. and hapi belated bdae. no usual crapping tis weekend with the crew...so sobbed.
ps. tried to substitute the vulgarities like the f word for sex and a-hole for anal cos i wana try toking str8 edge. lol.
xMunicipally Wastedx
Saturday, September 10
8:03 PM
HAMTARO 24-8-2005 to 24-8-2005
xMunicipally Wastedx
Thursday, September 8
11:07 AM
in the freaking lab rite now doin this nitemareweaver and revising for the ct.. sumth cool hapened tis morn...was walking towards the bustop then saw the great ronny waitng for a bus...yea that ex-kindred/ex-the jhai alai/ex-plainsunset/ex-my precious drummer!! carved out smile to him..and he smiled back!! woohoo!! suddenly tons of questions started flooding in my head...there's soo much i wana ask him! this guy has been active in the local underground scene for almost a decade. is azhar's inspiration and idol...recently bowed out as the drummer of my precious..maybe i think its the perfect time to retire...ronny, ronny, i take my hat off you....
xMunicipally Wastedx
Tuesday, September 6
4:28 PM
Elegy For Eulisza - Reign Of Terror
Take it to the other side
To the otherside, these killing machines spill blood as they speak Wastage of lives keep running as they leak Is this the sign, a regression of peace? A world of deceit for you & me
Enslaved by the strong, nothing is being done Our conscience bleed, one nation speaks Unleash justice for those who fail to resist A display of mankind clenched by greed
These corporate bastards, elitism disseminate false propaganda I refuse to stand in line, I refuse to stand in order Politicians quote empty words about lifting the burden of the third world I still see poverty, I still see requiem
They blind our eyes, how can we see They blind my eyes, how can I see
(This song speaks about war and its'consequence.
Since the dawn of time,the world's "super power" has exerted dominance and superiority over its' weaker counterparts. Be it the 2 world wars, vietnam,the gulf war and most recently the iraq invasion, the goal is still the same.
World domination fueled by greed.
Things are made even more complicated when government bodies use race and religion to instigate and win the minds of the masses. We,the people of the world are often brainwashed and blinfolded by the lies of politicians. As a result, subconciously we start to take sides and might even agree to war. Billions of dollars and resources are wasted in sponsoring war. The money could be better spent in developing 3rd world countries and eliminating poverty.)
xMunicipally Wastedx
Monday, September 5
10:35 PM
today....finished late cos me workplace trying out this buffet shit thingy....seems tat the customers take the "all u can eat" slogan for granted and it seems like they don wana leave...even when its near closing time...typical singaporeans....sheesh. the past weekend was GREAT. saturday and sunday was spent at pooqueen's(a.k.a lenny) crib. yea...practically tore the house down....like sum bachelor's quarters sak. since there's no spare clothes, i wore the butterfly nightdress most housewifes usually wear and baldy the fat ass wore lenny's mom nightdress..i look like some gay bangla in orange. lol.
xMunicipally Wastedx
Friday, September 2
8:05 PM
keeenaaaiineeeee....just got tested by the c++ lecturer a.k.a the cunning guy. and bloody cunning he is. cibai. our group consists of 3 persons but the questions was mostly for me. and he said this , "i've got a question specially reserved for u..." then comes this question that make me speechless. bloody cunning fag. its like he noes hu the slackers and the hardworkers.
xMunicipally Wastedx
Thursday, September 1
10:02 PM
wahhaaaa*grumbles*. been havin minute slp times for the past two days. also been spending the nite at theng's and azar's for the past two days. didn do anith at theng's house la cept play games thou i had the intention to really open the books and revise. sheesh. couldn slp well cos he switch his air-con to full blast and i was freezing my ass off. then when i wana scram with him and head off to sch, i found 1 of my sock all wet and chewed up. yea his dog ate my sock. tat freaking chihuahua. mayb tat dumb ass dogg's tryin to make a sweater for his naked body and my sock is perfect. and as an added bonus the aroma would entice him. then ytd spent the nite at azhar the singaporean brat pitt house. slp for 1 hour++. damn...i'm sibei gon slack my ass off at lenny's tis fri..too stressed...
xMunicipally Wastedx
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A Person.
A typical nobody.
Seeks solace in music.
Current Music
Farewell To the Bright Side by Dont Look Back(Fra)